Lost to ACS (I) 2-0..

First 2 goals were seriously atrocious. Defensive errors + goalkeeping errors consecutively lead to both hais. On the bench was freaking :@:@:@ Though could do nothing much about it..

until second half when he finally played me. Evened the gameplay i guess...we could attack more from then on. Closest to a goal is when i exchange a serious of passes with ling and made the run to his pass. At the last second b4 i pulled the trigger, ball slowed so i had to hold back half a sec b4 taking the shot and that half a second defender came to block. fmls :/ Closer and closer man i need my breakthrough!! ><"

Ok so according to nordin, though i played only 1 half, criticised me like hell nonetheless. Esp. that shot which i mentioned, seriously I feel i made the right call despite his repeated remarks i did the wrong move.. -.- If i had taken it without waiting, it'll never reach the goalpost at all due to the angle the ball was moving, so bite me. -.- Just regretted not cutting in and taking the shot.. then again was never ever freaking trained to do so in my 1 and a half month training so yea. Will get to that soon. And another 1 is the foul i apparently commited while challenging for the ball. Ok I've tried my best to win headers and won most of them throughout the game despite my height disadvantage by comparison, that was just 1 bad jump to win the ball which led to the free kick but not a goal right? unnecessary pressure u say. Well fuck u, that's just once which ended in a poorly taken free kick. How about the countless loss of the ball by everyone else by simply passing it to the opponent. Of all of these no, u had to pick on me, the one who tried to follow what u say and win the headers as u said, but although u have not taught us how to do it right, i guess i had to improvise right -.- So FK U when i improvise wrongly on sth u didnt taught but wth u trained us passing and they did shit passing why didnt u go hard on them fkit. Seriously nordin freakin hates me -.- So much for capt/vice capt. Really wanted to do my best at field soccer but constantly being put down -.-

Anyways! match rant over, stupid blunders for both AC games i tell u if not we would've been still in it. Futhermore formation and tactic errors in my opinion by fkup coach, not really surprised of the outcome. Next up vjc. Fml.

But seriously wth sia. Whatever we've trained in the 1 1/2 months, none was applied/applicable -.- Wth stupid coach. Passing was basically the idea for training. Through the games, our most potent attack was from the gk's long kick which was not very long. -.- Wad passing was there, zero. and it was ME who said we had less than 4 consecutive passes not ling so fkoff on credits -.- Anyways yea, w/o passing in the midfield where can there be attack -.- Even though there was an attempt of passing at the start, it was what led to to goal by them -.- Like fml wth. Can tell after i got on once any1 got the ball and wanted to pass/receive, everyone looked so nervous and shaky. wth. I blame the coach for constantly degrading our confidence on the ball and basically through and through. I know what i'm talking about ok, ever since i played for tpjc, my soccer skills/control/touches/passes all significantly deproved. Like wth man after all i've trained on the streets, just my luck to meet a fkup person like you to screw them up -.-. Ur tactics and trainings sucks seriously. Attack and defence is like wth. Ok it trains our passing and space awareness but stop the ball over the line? That's why I can't take a proper shot on goal, i never practised, not once, so what am i to do? Improvise as always. Sometimes seriously i wonder why do i need u, what do u actually train me which is useful. Furthermore, passing and open up never happened in the match. I mean seriously i get the ball, no1's moving or they're moving towards me with opposition stalking them waiting to pounce, that's why i lost the ball which u came down heavily on me for. Fkit man RUN INTO SPACE PPL! That's what i did and passed which led to the buildup of the shot with ling. ARGH. Even in street ppl move into space more -.- Seriously miss those ppl i play with man. On a hiatus from street since mid-jan and look what i've become -.- Seriously pointless coaching i rather coach myself. Maybe it's suppose to be in built in me aye, all those i mentioned, in built in us, set piece finishing and what not. How mark tackle follow ur man play what position etc. Sarcastic as it may sound but u fail as a coach so don't blame us, you led to this despite the lack of discipline. Now we're left with a unprepared, unorganised and demoralised squad. Thanks a lot einstein -.- Seriously VJC HCI NUS you guys are lucky. -.-

Seeing other coaches really makes my blood boil as well, bcuz all of them are exactly the opposite of our coach, hey at least they encourages their team, motivate and push them on instead of constantly insult them. GOsh u suck as a coach man seriously -.-

ANYWAYS enough of the ranting and spilling of bad blood, just wanna say, after A div' shall take a hiatus from field soccer and go back to street soccer to find myself once again. Lost the passion for soccer under the guidance of an incapable, incorrigible and utterly ridiculous coach. Honestly -.- My whole perception of soccer is now so different hais. Needa change it back to what it was and train UP from there by MYSELF again. Sheesh fk this coach -.- Shall go back to play with the usuals and train up everything again, the basics. Got a feeling i'll be a dead weight but hey! i took the risk and it didn't pay off. Oh well better luck next year. (:

For now everything as is second, studies and everything, shall concentrate on the last 3 games b4 settling down and attending to other matters. Tired 24/7, i wanna sleep now x.x NIGHTS.