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2012-01-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

School starts 2mro... GGGGGG!

11 more months before next break... gna pia all the way 1 last final time man

studyyyyy for the last time seems fun ><

But yeah this past 2 months has been so freaking awesome i'm speechless...

especially the past 2-3 weeks with 4F'10.... good good memories while reminiscing the old at the same time.... hope we remain as bonded and close as ever and all the drama to stop plzxz!

But can be fun at times too ahh~! hahaha! I bet my awesome memory base for past events would rmb all that happened as proven time and again so no need for post! :)

Let's just say, we had a wonderful wonderful time, a great run and spell of fun haha. esp. the "camps".. Really reminds me of the song "Brat Pack"... ahh... wtv ppl outside might say, it's pointless cause dey don't know how much fun we're having! hahaaa!

But yeahh great way to start my months of mugging ><"".... so gna catch up and keep in contact to those i hold dear to me after a lvls end man... can't wait! :)

Anyways, couldnt find the lyrics to this awesome song online so i typed it out:

To those people who actually bother to read my blog but blardy hell won't tag to tell me.. :(

Here's

Jason Mraz - I won't give up

When i look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I wont give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

Cuz even the stars the burn

Some even fall to the earth

We got a lot to learn

God knows were worth it

No i wont give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily im here to stay

And make the diference that i can make

Our diferences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got

Yeah we got alot at stake

And in the end you're still my friend at least we didnt intend for us to work

We didnt break we didnt burn we had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what i've got and what i'm not and who i am

I wont give up on us even if the skies get rough

I giving you all my love im still looking up still looking up

Well i wont give up wont us

God knows i tough he knows we got a lot to learn god knows we're worth it

I wont give up on us even if the skies get rough im giving you all my love

I'm still looking on

I'ts been almost been a year... and i'm glad things turned out the way it did. :)

2011-12-07T00:42:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday me!! :):)

Realised i've at least gotta update cause of my birthday bah....

Spent it at class chalet @ changi!! Fun ahh but tiring ahhh BBQ-ing of awesome marshmallows ftw!! :P

Anyways post promos+pw has been awesome, like really. The past few weeks have been the greatest this year and a real enlightening gift, reward for an extremely stressful and tiring year.

Been spending time with those who really matter around me and having a great great time :)

However, there is still some people i know, who i really wanna hang out but it comes with difficulties i guess...

4F really rawks ahhh cant take itt~!!! Every moment spent with them is joy itself ;)) Can't wait for MBS man... :D

s16 growing closer and closer by the day and i know when we do split, we'll be bros for life. But right now, the class who has the most fun yet produces ok results! What more can you ask from a JC class :)

The clique or what's it's called, thanks for celebrating my birthday tgt with me, it was a real treat seeing and catching up with you guys once more :)

As mr lim told me before, as we grow older, it'll be inevitable that we lose touch with our friends, but those who mean the world to you, you'll make an effort to ensure otherwise. Well i can really feel the loss of friends gah... TK is full of so many awesome people i just wanna keep in contact with all of them however impossible... :/

But i do regret this, my CCA, NCC sea. Best CCA and platoon mates i could ever ask for. As a part D ps, i was tasked to keep everyone tgt... But since we parted ways for a year, i find that extremely hard to do so. Balancing my time with studies and this is near impossible especially with a direct split that half of us went JC and the other poly... It almost seems unfated, but i wanna try to rekindle it all man... Bros, seaman, for life. I needa spend more time with these peeps man.... OUTING DINNER SOON! BUFFET IS A MUST! :D Cuz everytime we meet up for these, words of no end would be at the dinner table, a fun fun experience everytime. Looking forward to it!! :)

Ok short update over!! Thanks all for your wishes and presents! :))

The best present i've received by far, is that i got back a friend, a dear dear friend.... :')

Post Promos.

2011-10-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

Alas, promos are OVERRR!!! 1 year of jc life more or less gone! Sheesh that was fast mann!

So many bdays have passed.... Huixun Yuanyi Sarah YunShawn... wayyy wayyy behind on my card making liao lolol!

Zhukang's next fri too! Gahh.

Anyways promos was... satisfactory.... Headed on form full of steam, through the middle totally sianed out, but really really hope i don't screw any of my papers too badly such that i fail... :/ If not really is super sian hais. But 1 more month! shouldn't think of it now!!!

Had buffets and Jumbo the past 4 days and yet i still fail to gain weight... i guess im just gna pia exercise le.. :/Ordered my new boots from shenhao le! Den gna get 1 more and my mum says that's my bday present liao. oh wellz! :/

Hmm... this post shouldnt be demoralsing... it should be like.

PROMOSS ARE FINALLLYYY FREAKING OVERRRR!!!! YAYAYAYAYYA YESSHHHHHHHHH!!!! MUGGED AND STUDIED LIKE A NERD BOSS WITH NO LIFE NOW CAN LEPAK GO CRAZY LEEEE!!! :):):):)

Life rawks ah.

Time to catchup catchup with life, frens, gossips le! Went out with kt damien jj on weds! The awesome Part D'10 on thurs and camped over during fri! Oh and lepaked in town with S16 on fri~~ Shiokkk :) Really stings to regret being in TPJ hai.... :/ OH WELLLL!! Time to catchup with the others soon! :) IMM ROCKETEERR LET'S FLYYYYYYYYYYY

P/S: Pw and Chinese are such buzz killers.

2011-08-30T00:02:00.001+08:00

Just gna walk my way through this and smell the flowers by the path instead of waiting at the bus stop no more... (:

Priorities

2011-08-29T23:08:00.003+08:00

242, my psle score... damn alotta had passed.

Decide to update this awesome blog of mine hoping that no1 patronise it anymore.

Anyways start from results!

SA did ok cept 1 disappointing aspect.

Maths D, Econs E Phy U Chem C

The disappointment is the obvious one... but yea pulled myself together and scored relatively alright for CAs...

Maths A Econs B Phy A Chem A...

Well i guess i should be quite happy with my results my truth be told im just okok bah given the school im in.. :/

Furthermore, it's now more pressurising to score high marks than low marks.

Expectations by teachers.... now that i've met them, 3As and 1 B, I expected to retain them.

Then from classmates and friends, disbelief is most of what i got, followed by taunts and what nots.

Really wanna just rant in their faces, sorry that im working hard, paying attention, doing my work, studying, trying to get somewhere despite my slim chances, sorry that you're so dumb to realise that whatever fun you're having now is short lived and i seriously worry about your future more than you worry about yours. Can't u give a guy some credit at least. Yes, score A liao can talk big cuz you're so dumb to do the same.

That's another reason why i'm somewhat to share my results now... maybe only to those that i feel would get "IT" or maybe ask me.

I've sacrificed a great deal to reach where i've been and i'm still not sure if it's enough given promos is looming ahead. I just don't want to experience that day once again when i received by O lvl cert. To know i can do so much SOO much better, that i have the potential to do so but did not. That has always been my pushing factor all these months and even if i do screw up, i want to at least know i've given it my all in trying to achieve it so i wont regret it anymore. That's something i'm seriously guilty of, not giving my all, 100% where it counts or not. Studies, soccer, r/s, every part of my life; and i decided i should change it starting from my studies. 35 more days get it over and done with...

I've learnt to really mug, you must take away your social life and to take that away would lead to major depression and social awkwardness. But what is one to do hai. 35 more days and it'll be high time to party!! But till then, focuz.

Studies aside, took a breather and went to paramore concert with the gang which i've not been out with for a long time now along with ananta and yanjie. Surprisingly they're nice friendly lame ppl lols. Anyways it was a fresh experience, a new one being part of the "mob". For instance pulling ppl off the floor really made me feel like a hero, furthermore 3 lolz. It's little things like this that makes it more worth it than the music. Had an awesome high time and great time catching up. It's really been awhile since i got together with the usuals but i dare say i expected this to happen when i chose the JC life.

In recent weeks, my fondness for 11s16 have grow exponentially, well in certain cases, despite the growing worry that we might disband. And im not suppose to help them? Are u kidding me? hais. But yeah have made some interesting friends, people who i doubt i'll see in the TK culture which gives me a peek into the "outside" world. And damn was TK awesome.

VICTORIA KATE GOH (Mentioned u le k!) , You ah... don't know what to do with you man and you leave me seriously loss for words at times.

Oh wellz let fate decide on the outcome of our class in 35 days time bah.

I feel like i'm living day by day with no rhyme or reason, no plan or goal except the promos. I'm given a compass but no map to follow. Living each day as if it's the last seems to extreme to explain but then again priorities are set, and i've to look at the big picture i guess....

What's worse? no coke for 30 days... doubt i'll last.

Looking back at where we've come, i'm don't know if i should be disappointed it ended this way or elated we still have sth between us. Then again there's nothing much i can do about it except to hope for the best i guess, but i do think about those times then and again and reminisce them in solitude. Oh well, story of my life, complicated.

Up next are probably 3 people who've either deeply impacted my life or part of it for so long i might seem to have taken it for granted. To huixun, sarah and shawn. Happy birthday in advance hope i manage to make something memorable for each one of you guys.

Hate the feeling where i had so many things to blog about but once i get around doing so, all of it disappears. Oh well, till promos, 35 days, doubt i'll be blogging soon. Maybe shall start a formspring to entertain myself.

2011-05-08T16:37:00.003+08:00

Message to self:

Words below are just to motivate myself and not cuz i'm bhb

Don't be freaking complacent cause it's only CAs

GP, 27/50 D

Econs 13/25 D

Maths 17/25 B
Physics 29/42 B

Chemistry 16/20 A

Chinese 66% B

That's... 63.75/90 for A level's!

Passed everything(:

1 mark to next grade for 3 subs.

Not to be proud but damn could've done better.

Though CA is supposedly the easiest to score, I don't want my grades to drop!

Lowest I shall go is 50/90... considering maybe the standard of tpjc not that good also... AHHH T.T

Stressed out ttm man studying after school every day nowz.. :/

Ok, most days. :X Hahaha

Somehow, my... passion for soccer is no long there dammit :(

Also good thing bah, would rather study then soccer now, unlike previous times.

Anyways it's only 2 years, after this den I pia back seriously, now cannot be complacent.

Still not top 5%.

Tiring much hai shall take a break today :p

Anyways... life... is quite alright i guess..

over the past few months of JC life, spoke to friends of other JCs which I coincidentally met... had a great time talking to them... Miss tk so much hais.

Oh wellz! :/

Catching up with people is great funz lol.

And I can't say I'm not enjoying the 4 day weeks recently. More relaxed and able to concentrate better haha. Hope PAP implements this though highly unlikely :P

Next week also 4 day week. The week after also, Vesak day.

Oh well Life's alright for now i guess. Contented, the way it should be. Despite many shortcomings, what's more i can do lols.

So needa more effective study partners hahaha. *hints* lalaa

3 months in only.... almost 1/4 the way there... priorities priorities hehz.

jy me lols.

Anyways to properly reward myself went seoul garden on friday! Wooo makan until so shiok. Flound out Yuanyi and Shannon both can't eat alot de haha. Next time buffet don't eat with them :P

Could've eaten somemore but they had to rush off for movie and i joined 11s16 peeps at peace centre..

COD for an hour movie heading to bugis to watch FF5! Awesome hell of a show man that!! Won't mind watching it again..

Speaking of which... ff5 hais... $5.... must state here to remind me that yy owes me one! Haha. yeah anyways. That's about it tata

Epic 2 days.

2011-04-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

First off, PASSED ALL MY TEST SO FAR! yeah!

Top GP with... 27/50. Go figure. LOL But yeap! Was super confident after the paper so glad it paid off... so needa improve though :/

Maths short A by 1 mark.. but yeah. Needa practise more.. NO TIME! Urghh...

Passed econs! 13/25 lolol. 3rd in class. Go figure again. First was 15 haha.

Seriously stressed man! JC life like wtffnnb!!!! No wonder u get B considered top few le for all subs.. hmmz... Needa work harder hai...

Chem test was kinda easy, don't expect myself to fail so yay!

Phy test this friday... omfggg arghhhh the 1 im most stressed about.. Hope i don't regret taking h2 phy man!! it's like... damn impt!!!

So ytd, yy and I saw Sarah at mrt! like whaoo coincidence much! Jinghao also!! Majorr wow~~ Caught up a lil b4 parted ways den me and yy go had dinner at subway.. Met keith and azk!! Like whaoo againn hahaa... Met like in the middle of the road so parted ways quite quickly... den eating halfway kristal smsed! -.- Like omg her T&F thing... my fault sorryyyy :X:X But... nvm. Study at library was productive much loll~

Todayy became super political due to PW... dammitt even wanted to join politics in the future... maybe, maybe not LOL. See first hehz. But yeahh epicccc omg T.T

story of my life. hahaha if only u ppl know.

Oh and saw chelsea at KOI!! Stared at her awhile b4 realised it was her... just like that time at MP poolsport. xD Said hi and yea... awkward much hmmz...

She's as chio as ever lol wad to do...Oh wellz. (:

LOL.

and saw kally at tamp bus inter! after what..4-5 years? she changed quite alot lol. for the better (:

Oh and PI dilema... needa think of a new TC.. hais.

JC LIFE STRESS~~~ Lucky got epic days like these to keep me going :D

I WANNA PLAY STREET SOCCER!!!!! But no time hai.

oh and went gym today! woo first time. Scary much haha. But yeah. 2mro arms sure ache. But for pull-ups.. bring it!!

Since bad luck happens in threes, hope epic days too lol, for a better 2mro! (:

Epic 2 days.

2011-04-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

Strangers, again.

2011-04-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

(The recurring moment where i come to blogger remembering i wanna type something but can't remember anymore...)

So anywayss!! Left with phy CA... and going through everything now, I realise physics is so darn difficult. Asked Mr wong for high calibre worksheets and i only know how to do like 1/4 of it. The rest all like alien language... omfg howww!? Phy impt siaa!! ><" Gna concentrate more on studies since A div' is over from now onn!! Econs realised still as easy! Wooo. Hopefully my essay did well though no time :/ Maths still requires practice.. Chemistry also... though easy cannot complacent! Easy = need more practice :( GP... like that uh.. Chinese... omfg t.t HAIII JC LIFE OMFGGG~~

Thank goodness next week 3 day week den the week before no mondayy!! WOoo!! Can't wait for hols, June hols! Actually just can't wait to have time for friends... awesome people hais. So many people i wanna catchup with!! ahhhh :( Don't wanna lose contact with them man... :/ 4F peeps, Sea men, soccer peeps and alotta great great no link but awesome friends arghhh!! Life sux :(

But also wanna mugg... like concentrate urghh contradicting much! Wonder how long before i go crazy hais. Nvm de guo qie guo! (:

Oh and scraped my knees.... now i really hurt my knees falling for you... who knew love was this tough, brutal, painful.... the agony.. :')

JOKING! lalala But awesome pickup line i can use now LOLOL. JkZ ;P

Like a pheonix, a closure of one magnificent creature leads to another one just as great. To a new and better beginning. (:

Strangers, again.

Dum dum dum happy day.

2011-04-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

So ytd was mum's bday! :D Happy bday mum! <3

Went to this pakistan restaurant to eat, super full omg! Next time shall bring friends there xD

Near HWS! (:

Anyways CAs are around the corner! GP n maths over hais. GP quite confident but not maths :s

Hope I do well bah lol

Oh and i lost my wallet!! :( And someone found it back le LOL! :D:D

Shall collect 2mro hoping everything still inside :/:/

Yeah quick update bah i guess.... JC life srsly sucks, cuz no life T.T LOL

Shall TRY to make life for myself!! haha :D:D

I dont get why _ and _ and many others keep saying things like _. I mean seriously? _ and _, _ is seriously not a problem for your in my opinion sia -.- Hais hais wanna do sth but can't oh wellz!

Live and let live (:

Awesome singer...

2011-04-18T22:48:00.001+08:00

Cause she's so damn good, just hearing her voice makes me smilee (: (: (:

2011-04-10T16:28:00.003+08:00

Last 2 post is all about soccer, my personal feelings for well myself to read only and reflect in the future. So skip it if you wantt :D

Rotting the past 2 days omfg ><"

Was sick on friday so didnt go school....

Oh and happy birthday kristal! :D

Love the cards I make hoho.

Finished my 2nd PI draft last night. Hopefully can. :S

Yeap well life now for me has been hectic, emotional and way way busy. Still have loads to do on my agenda hais.

But priorities priorities.

Some of which I've give the chance to do first but was never presented the chance, so wth.

others perhaps, deserve less of my focus, but all have to come to be done in the end hais.

Hmmz. Oh well next i guess.

P/s: Ted talk is awesome man. Real mature talks. Ah likes. Sadly many people can't appreciate... elgin perhaps might xD

2011-04-10T16:05:00.004+08:00

Never have I known a leader worse than you.

Right now I have zero, ZERO confidence to play on the field anymore, not because I'm intimidated or afraid of you and your words thus don't want to embarrass myself, but your constant drilling of negativity into my mind which causes me to quiver and break under pressure. Not only must I worry about the oncoming opponents ready to break my leg, I have to worry of where how when who to pass to, on top of that, every EVERY single time i get the ball, sometimes even before or i don't even get the ball. I can hear my surname ring through the air like a siren discouraging me and unnerving my confidence by a square root. Talk about me first aye, my control passing vision and what not, everything about soccer in me, GONE, because I trained under you for 2 months+, you don't build players, you destroy them. Never have I dreaded a match. Even at sec 1 i looked forward to playing against the sec 4. Now I can't even bother to play against the weakest team in our group. Really, please don't play me. Firstly I have no clue what to do on the field now. What you tell me to do, you reprimand me even though i do it. And if i improvise and do my own things, i get scolded. like wth. For 2 months i've put up with this. 2mro shall be the last day. Never before i misplace a pass let alone miss the ball so thanks. Now everytime i touch the ball or hit it. I sweat, not cuz of fatigue, but bcuz i worry, that i don't execute it well. More importantly, I am not having fun at all, and to me, that was what soccer was about. You've drained every last bit of joy i had in soccer and turned it to living hell. I've played soccer for 8-9 years already and manage to earn some reputation and credit with everyone I play with, and in 2 months, it all came crashing down. Usually i would take on a player face to face, man to man. 2 or 3 was not a problem. Now, as soon as i get the ball, i want it off of me immediately, I don't even want to receive the ball at times. SEE the drastic change. And all that i've said, is shared amongst the team members as i've discussed this with them. Seriously you suck and fail as a coach man. At times I just wanna say SHUT UP AND LET ME PLAY! Like how i do to many of my friends before, which produces results. But you're the one in charge of who goes to a div and have exco positions so as what my gp teacher told me, i have to learn to deal with people. I tried, real hard to, and next time you say that to me, i'm gna flip.

Why keep you're trust in me when I don't have trust in myself anymore.

So that's that. I still have loads of complaints, loads of resentment i've kept inside. for now. Fareez says im a whooss to not stand my case, and at times i shamefully agree, but i know it was because I respected you as I have to everyone since I was taught to do so, but dayum producing this results, I don't think you deserve shit of a respect from anyone, me included. So that's that.

After 2mro's match which i'm still dreading, I'm gna retire, retire from field football until an undetermined time. Going back to my roots of street soccer and build on from there. Whether i'm coming back to field i'm not sure, but surely with this team now, I highly doubt so. The people here, the friends i made, are awesome beyond words, but when it comes down to football, when it comes down to it, i feel that we're on a different wavelength. If i ever do go back to the field, I'll do it with KFC, where fun is compulsory. (: Let again, after what that fktard nordin has done for me in field soccer, I may not contribute as well, but hey gna hang up my boots for now and leave the field scene.

Lastly, expectations. Self expectations were let down, but i know the reason why so i'm not too bothered, i know i gave my best to try to adapt.

But maybe more importantly, expectations people have of me, friends especially soccer friends. Only they know what i'm capable of and i feel i've let them down. Thankfully I have great friends who said they're behind me no matter what, so thanks you guys, really kept me going. For now, let's just have fun, bcuz for 3 months now, 3 months of street hiatus, I miss it, for soccer = my life (: WOO

P/s: Hey, i just need a coach who believes in me, us. And thankfully, I've surrounded myself with friends who do, thanks guys (:

A Div' 3 & 4

2011-04-10T15:52:00.004+08:00

Just realised i didn't post my 3rd game lol. anyways lost to vjc 9-0.

4th game lost to HCI 2-1

Received and had to take alot of brainless criticism for the vjc match from some people who didn't even watch. I mean stfu you people who don't know nuts about football. Tbh VJC is good, damn good. And it was my honour to play against them and have a taste of what real field football was about. So thanks man vjc! For going all out and not holding anything back, respect. Seriously no sarcasm intended here. Sad to say however those childish immature people i know had to comment without using their brains on the result. Hais shall not got there, why bother stooping down to their standard and argue with them hais.

Hmm gameplay was ok i guess... attacked quite well until we conceded... Manage to pull 5-6 fouls for the team but ended fruitless due to some midfielder fault.... -.-

Oh and koodos goalkeeper! 5 shots on target, 5 goals. wow. Sarcasm here intended. hais.

Wasn't feeling well the day of hci's match.. Had cought fever and flu. Told coach le but somehow he still played me. wow. In my opinion played like shit. SHIT SHIT SHIT. horrible. Missed 2 clearance, completely missed those 2 balls like omfg. OMFG. I MISSED A BALL, TWICE. Unacceptable... but it was super blur coupled with the hot hot sun, which i have sunburn from now, was seeing like double vision. x.x Manage to set a good cross and shot on target though. Right after i ran over the line hahaa. But still played like shit. Couldn't wait to be subbed off somehow, sinfully hais. But i know Zul would come on, and at least that's a + point! But he didn't as well. so, fml. Was super demoralised and feel like shitt.... right up to now. NOW. hais. 2mro NUS high, easiest game of the group. But my mentality now is the worst outta all 5 matches. I freaking don't wanna play. FUCK NORDIN -.-

2011-04-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

Awesome song, sweet voice and singaporean! Need i say more?

A Div' Day 2

2011-04-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

Just like that a div' for the J2s over.

Lost to ACS (I) 2-0..

First 2 goals were seriously atrocious. Defensive errors + goalkeeping errors consecutively lead to both hais. On the bench was freaking :@:@:@ Though could do nothing much about it..

until second half when he finally played me. Evened the gameplay i guess...we could attack more from then on. Closest to a goal is when i exchange a serious of passes with ling and made the run to his pass. At the last second b4 i pulled the trigger, ball slowed so i had to hold back half a sec b4 taking the shot and that half a second defender came to block. fmls :/ Closer and closer man i need my breakthrough!! ><"

Ok so according to nordin, though i played only 1 half, criticised me like hell nonetheless. Esp. that shot which i mentioned, seriously I feel i made the right call despite his repeated remarks i did the wrong move.. -.- If i had taken it without waiting, it'll never reach the goalpost at all due to the angle the ball was moving, so bite me. -.- Just regretted not cutting in and taking the shot.. then again was never ever freaking trained to do so in my 1 and a half month training so yea. Will get to that soon. And another 1 is the foul i apparently commited while challenging for the ball. Ok I've tried my best to win headers and won most of them throughout the game despite my height disadvantage by comparison, that was just 1 bad jump to win the ball which led to the free kick but not a goal right? unnecessary pressure u say. Well fuck u, that's just once which ended in a poorly taken free kick. How about the countless loss of the ball by everyone else by simply passing it to the opponent. Of all of these no, u had to pick on me, the one who tried to follow what u say and win the headers as u said, but although u have not taught us how to do it right, i guess i had to improvise right -.- So FK U when i improvise wrongly on sth u didnt taught but wth u trained us passing and they did shit passing why didnt u go hard on them fkit. Seriously nordin freakin hates me -.- So much for capt/vice capt. Really wanted to do my best at field soccer but constantly being put down -.-

Anyways! match rant over, stupid blunders for both AC games i tell u if not we would've been still in it. Futhermore formation and tactic errors in my opinion by fkup coach, not really surprised of the outcome. Next up vjc. Fml.

But seriously wth sia. Whatever we've trained in the 1 1/2 months, none was applied/applicable -.- Wth stupid coach. Passing was basically the idea for training. Through the games, our most potent attack was from the gk's long kick which was not very long. -.- Wad passing was there, zero. and it was ME who said we had less than 4 consecutive passes not ling so fkoff on credits -.- Anyways yea, w/o passing in the midfield where can there be attack -.- Even though there was an attempt of passing at the start, it was what led to to goal by them -.- Like fml wth. Can tell after i got on once any1 got the ball and wanted to pass/receive, everyone looked so nervous and shaky. wth. I blame the coach for constantly degrading our confidence on the ball and basically through and through. I know what i'm talking about ok, ever since i played for tpjc, my soccer skills/control/touches/passes all significantly deproved. Like wth man after all i've trained on the streets, just my luck to meet a fkup person like you to screw them up -.-. Ur tactics and trainings sucks seriously. Attack and defence is like wth. Ok it trains our passing and space awareness but stop the ball over the line? That's why I can't take a proper shot on goal, i never practised, not once, so what am i to do? Improvise as always. Sometimes seriously i wonder why do i need u, what do u actually train me which is useful. Furthermore, passing and open up never happened in the match. I mean seriously i get the ball, no1's moving or they're moving towards me with opposition stalking them waiting to pounce, that's why i lost the ball which u came down heavily on me for. Fkit man RUN INTO SPACE PPL! That's what i did and passed which led to the buildup of the shot with ling. ARGH. Even in street ppl move into space more -.- Seriously miss those ppl i play with man. On a hiatus from street since mid-jan and look what i've become -.- Seriously pointless coaching i rather coach myself. Maybe it's suppose to be in built in me aye, all those i mentioned, in built in us, set piece finishing and what not. How mark tackle follow ur man play what position etc. Sarcastic as it may sound but u fail as a coach so don't blame us, you led to this despite the lack of discipline. Now we're left with a unprepared, unorganised and demoralised squad. Thanks a lot einstein -.- Seriously VJC HCI NUS you guys are lucky. -.-

Seeing other coaches really makes my blood boil as well, bcuz all of them are exactly the opposite of our coach, hey at least they encourages their team, motivate and push them on instead of constantly insult them. GOsh u suck as a coach man seriously -.-

ANYWAYS enough of the ranting and spilling of bad blood, just wanna say, after A div' shall take a hiatus from field soccer and go back to street soccer to find myself once again. Lost the passion for soccer under the guidance of an incapable, incorrigible and utterly ridiculous coach. Honestly -.- My whole perception of soccer is now so different hais. Needa change it back to what it was and train UP from there by MYSELF again. Sheesh fk this coach -.- Shall go back to play with the usuals and train up everything again, the basics. Got a feeling i'll be a dead weight but hey! i took the risk and it didn't pay off. Oh well better luck next year. (:

For now everything as is second, studies and everything, shall concentrate on the last 3 games b4 settling down and attending to other matters. Tired 24/7, i wanna sleep now x.x NIGHTS.

A Div'

2011-03-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since a blogged, 3 months? and loads have happened.

Some sweet and some sorrowful but I shan't elaborate any.

Anyways! Decided to go back blogging relating to my A div' experience (:
My first ever field experience woo!!

Had my first game today, against ACJC.

Score : 3-0. Though the final score didn't really reflect what went on.... in my opinion, the team played well, just didn't focus when the game was ending.

Anyways I came on after.... 15-20 mins? When we were already trailing 1-0...

Came on apparently to stop the threat on our right? And kinda manage to do that successfully! woo. So ya 1-0 it went to half time, last 5 mins conceded 2. VERY #$%^&*( ARGHHH!!!

Like defended the right so well stopping most of the attacks then shit happens. Some luck shit shot manage to go in like wth!!! Then straight after restart mistake from CB and GK, 3rd goal conceded wth laa FOCUS MAN!!!! :S

BUT ANYWAYS! Talk about the good things i did first lolol!

Ok must resolution to be more aggressive was implemented! woo.

Was pushing nudging people when dey don't have the ball, fun much haha.

Got once the guy walking backwards, i go behind him and stone. He knock into me gimme the wtf look. haha epic. Den jumped for header got the ball. In the process my head knocked into the guy's face xD FUN!!! :@ Ok but yeah was a damn freaking bastard uh. The moment we restart. Saw the guy gna run pressure andre so i ran right in front of him block him. He knocked into me den stun hahaa. The guy was staring at me for the whole game sia. hahhaa. But yeah he got his revenge, got elbowed in the face, few bruises on my kneecap, kneed in the back when i took the shot. Shits like that. Makes me feel good knocking them haha

But yea seeing acj play and dare to dribble, reminds me of street. Hais the once fun haven (:

Gna work toward having to same confidence to dribble on field also man!!

So yea anyways! To any TPJ soccer team who might read this, COME ON LA!

Just one freaking game only. We played well uh! Just a lapse in concentration only. All so disheartened no faith wanna quite, give up le. Please uh! I was the one who kena like fuck from nordin for almost a month and i've yet to quit. This just one game outta 5 only like wth la. CHILL There's still hope -.- effectively it was 1-0 only. If our midfield improve, can link with attack, Sure can win de! C'mon why r we losing hope in first game only. 3-0 doesn't do us justice man. Gna fight fight fight gr!! :@

Shall post again soon lol! Meanwhile, ME WANNA SCORE/ PLAY STREET :S

2011-01-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

1801 just ended. Thankfully. Let's hope that's the end of my bad luck in 2011 :X

2011-01-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

2011-01-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

To dream that you are struck by lightning, symbolizes irreversible changes occurring in your life. You are undergoing a permanent transformation.

This morning's dream FUCK.

Happy Birthday WING CHEE (:

2010-12-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday my bro though you'll never see this!!

Despite my usually very crude and "unfriendly" attitude to you, I always love you and you are the best bro i could ever ask for.

Hope you had fun at your party and remain as adorable, cute and fun as ever!

your bro, wingleng (:

2010-12-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

Look on the bright side, eg no matter how tall or short you are just remember you are who you are, unique-ly you and be proud of it instead of comparing with others cause there's no point. If you do that, you'll have lesser burdens and can better achieve your dreams :D

At least this is how I think this song means (:

I met a man of two feet tall
This man was quite ambitious
In a world that is so vicious
To us all, I said "hi"
As he replied, he said
"Listen to these words that I have lived by my whole life."

You're only as tall
As your heart will let you be
And you're only as small
As the world will make you seem
And when the going gets rough
And you feel like you may fall
Just look on the bright side
You're roughly six feet tall

I met a man of twelve feet tall
He towered like a giant
In a world that was defiant of his height
I said "hi" as he replied, he said
"Listen to these words that I have dreaded my whole life."

You're only as tall
As your heart will let you be
And you're only as small
As the world will make you seem
And when the going gets rough
And you feel like you may fall
Just look on the bright side
You're roughly six feet tall

I am a man of six feet tall
Just looking for some answers
In a world that answers none
Of them at all
I'll say "hi"
But not reply to the letters that you write
Because I found some piece of mind

Cause I'm only as tall
As my heart will let me be
And I'm only as small
As the world will make me seem
When the going gets rough
And I feel like I may fall
I'll look on the brightside
I'm roughly six feet tall

PRESENTS!!! :DD

2010-11-30T20:39:00.012+08:00

MY BIRTHDAYYYY :D:D

[ Had to walk around with this.. but awesome! (: ]

Thanks Huixun & Wenhui For this mann!! (: (:

Thanks Brandon and Keith! (:

Will definitely wear this man! :DD

Thanks ZhuKang, ChernYue and Jay!!

Omg man this is what you call a SLEEK SLEEK AWESOME BOOTS

Looking at it makes me goo... whaooooo

:D:D:D Can't bear to use it tbh. xDD

Thanks Junjie! (and Jx?)

For this awesome shirt. (:

Nice handwriting man! :DD

Lastly but no means worst, Sarah, Springy, ESSS. Thankyou (:

I doubt you want me to open the card to take the pic right haha (:

And well the contents... are just fitting :D Thanks alot.

Really want to thank you for everything!!

Planning, this gift and just being there for me every single time (:

I ♥ YOU! You know what I mean :D

BFFL!! :DD

I un-riddled the riddle! ^^

All my friends who wished me, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. ♥

However I feel that I still yet to receive the real gift I really want.

I'll try my best to get it even if it takes me a lifetime. (:

Happy Birthday Me. (:

2010-11-29T23:59:00.005+08:00

Title is self-explanatory but the day was definitely more captivating than words can put it. (:

The day started well I guess (:

Woke up at around.. 10++ lazed around before I brought myself to go change..

I found out where funan is le! Woo after 16 years in Singapore!

Reached at 12 on the dot and met Wenhui and Vinnie!

That guy, kavin, haven't reach and won't be here until 1.. so we went to play iPAD games! lols.

Go eat Ice Kachang after that! hoho. Didnt finish in the end :X

Huixun and Yanqi joined us before RyanMah came too!

Oh and we walked one big round before we realised that the toilet was beside us in the first place hehz.

Anyways Kavin came in the end. There were other people too. One of which was Sandy Wong! Small world hehz. So yea it felt like Amaths Lecture... ohmytianzz T.T

Notes etcetc must know... AHHH to sell well (:

So yea ended earlier though we started later haha. Met Sarah at the MRT before we all headed for Bugis except for yanqi who couldn't go...

Headed for Seoul Garden! Found out it costs 24.99+++ instead of 13.99++ So hehhzzz :( Money painn

Walked around but decided on SG int the end as I was damn hungry!! Sha JJ Joel and Josh joined us soon after and wooo! MAKANN ARGHH!

Egg was kinda fail all in all xP but yea filling (:

Then came the surprise birthday song and cake. Seriously wasn't expecting it as no one brought a cake with them so ya. Thanks guys! :DD

Ryan Huixun Wenhui Vinnie went home after that while the rest went arcade wooo!! Long time since I've been there hoho.

Headed to ZK's place after that to celebrate once more.

What was I thinking.. seriously.

So yea they seemed sneaky... and my spider sensors were tingling.... and in the end after the cake I was... thrown in the pool.

THRICE.

Go figure. xDD

But it was definitely memorable, cold, awesome and wet all at once (:

Thank you guys loads!! (:

Lazy pooled xDD

Guard check was epic like dno waadd!!! HAHAHAHA

And spooky fishing line. What a way to end it.. (:

So yea that's more or less my birthday in a few paragraphs.. though the experience was definitely way way better (:

I love you guys man!! (: (:

Next post, PRESENTS!! :DDDDDD

2010-11-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

POST 222.

Brat Pack - The Rocket Summer

For about four years I've hated this town
There's so much I just want to get out
Since graduation was long ago
Please somebody get me out of this hole
Cause I don't want to get stuck in here
When I am thirty-four just talking about high school years
No I don't want to be there an I feel so stuck right here
Back and forth side to side oh my dear
My foot to the floor I will drive to the place
Where I can kick it with friends through the night
A place well talk about now and the past what the future holds
Hanging out with not much to do
Just aimless with each other is what we do

Cause this ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
Were always kicking back nobody can take that
That is that it's like it's all we have

Whooo whooo ya oh come on

Say oh oh get on the floor
Dance till you got no more
I know it's there somewhere
Don't worry I'll be there to rock the party all night
To rock you till there's light, our fists in the air
Fighting a good fight
Cause we were singing along to Peter Gabriel sledge hammer song
You know it's clear that tonight we belong in this place
So I stand back to reflect in this town I hate
At least just for a second I think I might stay

This ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But its like were our own brat pack
Were always kicking back nobody can take that
And that is that

So ill run away to the hopes that I have
That still I fall asleep in the arms of my past
And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that just lay back down

Again

Everyday

So maybe later today I'll know
What I will do with my life as I know it
Maybe for now ill drive back to that place where I belong
And hope to God it hasn't changed

This ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But its like were our own brat pack were always kicking back
Nobody can take that no no no

This ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But its like were our own brat pack were always kicking back
Nobody can take that
That is that it's like its all we have

Love this kinda songs which explains almost everything.

Thanks 2D, 4F NCC (SEA), My Clique, Soccer kakis, Lepak kawan kawans, and all those friends i made along this 4 year journey. THANKS THANKS THANKS TK FOR BEING THERE, FOR THE WONDERFUL TIMES, WONDER MEMORIES, WONDERFUL FRIENDS. THANKS. :DDDD

No one judges us cause we're one big family.

WOOOOO

This ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But its like were our own brat pack
Were always kicking back nobody can take that
And that is that

2010-11-23T14:25:00.013+08:00

BFF!! I also Bros before hoes k~! :DD

Huixun!! (:

Wenhui! (:

I'm taller wooo!

Part of NCC sea yoo!

Constipated look ftw :D

New friend + 2D ONLY friend. :D

4Ftw after movie! (:

4Ftw (:

Part of HWS :D

Part of 2D (:

Ok imma lazy upload all. Just go fb see (: (:

2010-11-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOO Hols were awesome! (:

Seems like half a month passed though only like 1 week did? hehz

Uhm CCA chalet @ NSRCC was a blast. Mahhjonngg :D:D

Sitting together just to watch movies were the best part hais.. I'll miss that the most.

Just us, the awesome batch of Part D'10 just sitting there, lepaking, watching TV, enjoying each other's company.

We've came a long way, LONG TIRESOME journey.

But each bump in the road bonds us even more. To achieve the closeness we have now is a dream come true.

I can safely say, we're the most bonded batch in NCC SEA and the most bonded CCA in our level.

Anyone wanna challenge that claim? Hehz :X I'm not boasting. I'm just proud, proud to be a seaman. (:

Anyways yeap. What' said and done is over. We'll miss each other though never spoken. But we'll always cherish and remember the times spent together. DAMN I wish I could have this batch of friends forever.....

Anyways Prom was GREAT. Black white theme worked alright I guess. Didn't have time to do my hair as I overslept and had to rushed to Brandon's place A.S.A.P. So wore a hat. Which screwed my hair even worse. tyVm Pengda for bringing wax (: Pic's shall be in the next post :D

Midnight movie of Harry Potter afterwards b4 cabbing to HOP for pool before heading to Macs for breakfast and heading home for some rest.

CCA Camp the next day. Fun time reminiscing the past with 7 other seaman... and made a new fun game (: JYJY NCC SEA U GUYS CAN STILL DO WONDERS IF YOU BELIEVE :D

Sunday went out with Ncc sea man again to watch harry potter at iluma. hahas Worth it though watched before. I guess that's the end of my endeavours and joy with NCC sea.. Perhaps that'll be more in the future. Who knows what it'll bring (:

Monday cage... 4 hours wtfttm. KFC-ed with 4F peeps and chit chatted :D:D

Today suppose go out with JH JJ SC but SC not free so ya. FINALLY A BREAK. :S

So yeap, that's my week. Was out for most of the nights but yea. O's ARE FUCKING OVER YEA

Shall spend time now with my class and my good friends :))

Oh and indo people!!!! omgomg hai. Have fun you guys haha (: Have a safe trip back cause i want my souvenirs!! Jkjk! :DD

So yeap that's a brief summary of my week hehz ><" Thank goodness i didnt go indo though. Tired like hell phew. But still.. hai (:

2010-11-14T00:25:00.003+08:00

O's are FUCK OVER!!! LET THERE BE LIGHT FUN AND ACTIONN

xDD

Ok spent fri afta paper soccer lepaking pool-ing

Played soccer until my legs couldnt take any more and played somore before dey finally gave way.. best (:

Tonned the night with awesome friends. hehehehe :D:D:D

Had couz wedding today

and finally, now. BREAK for awhile before hectic begins hohohoho!!!!
OMG like finally laaaa wakahakahahahahahakaaa

SOOOO many things to do (: and 15 more days to my bday woo!!!

*hint* (: LOL

My schedule... needs to be planned (:

Sian cancelled indo trip with class cuz of miscommunication... now actually can go le hai.. but heckz! at least more space to breathe and time spent with other friends! (:

Shall plan it 2mro afta the... "Planning" xD

omgomg and gotta learn so many guitar songs by weds arghhh ;oo

I hope you will appreciate what I've done. Cause honestly, all I am is just afraid.

2010-11-11T01:45:00.001+08:00

Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
'Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These so-called 'scars' will never heal
And I put down a deal
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me a promise that you'll never keep
I'm fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
'CauseI know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel

2010-11-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

It's 7 more days to the end of O'lvls. SEVEN more days till it ends, stress over, and hopefully a happier, high-er, crazy me back again haha. But, its also 7 more days till the end of school, end of times, great and awesome time, spent with wonderful friends, sweet and sour i guess? hehz.

Anyways shopping with sarah ytd, as usual she was late :P But so touched she actually cabbed to orchard wows and ouch man :S:S So yea went shop shop gossip gossip talk talk (: Had a great time haha. Saw a few nice tees for prom but didnt buy any cuz ermm a lil short on cash? xD So yea spent a day spending nothing cept lunch (: Unlike some people who spent erhem~ amount of money and none related to prom :P haha! Anyways shopping with girls = fun? lols :S The difference between guys and girls haha! So yeap walked from ION to Far East (faiz) den 313. lols! 4eva 21, definitely a guy's nightmare xD Bus-ed 16 home aftawards. Good day haha :d oh oh and sarah u betta wear THAT for prom k! :DD

Today went shopping with mum and sis. hoho atm's here xP Overall, spent 300 bux hehz :S 4 shirts 1 vest 1 trousers 1 hat and a somewhat tie? Hmmz sounds reasonable bah? xP Den girls went shopping for shoes, geez they actually look all the same to me :XX Oh well fun bahh (; *ahem* ^^

So yea anyways happy depavali yoo~! lols gna celebrate at mum's friend's place 2mro night. So yea my study plan for O's has been somewhat like that. hee :/ 2 more days can mug finish bahh i hope ><"

okok cannot live in denial, TBH:
I think honestly this O's, my mind wasn't totally in it, i didn't give 100% of what i could and should. So i'm somewat prepared for the worst le bah. i just hope and pray 11-2 get 9 into mj hais. Cant look back in regrets so yea. to hell with it hehz just enjoy it bah. I think i kinda lost my will to study, during my 4 years in tk le hmm :/ Tempted for poly haii. ><" Oh well MJC it is! (:

hee

2010-10-28T17:46:00.001+08:00

The Hell Song - Sum 41

Everybody's got their problems,
Everybody says the same thing to you.
It's just a matter of how you solve them,
And knowing how to change the things you've been through.

I feel I've come to realize,
How fast life can be compromised.
Step back to see what's going on,
I can't believe this happened to you.
This happened to you.

It's just a problem that we're faced with, am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by.
Complications ended first in this line,
With all these pictures running through my mind.

Knowing endless consequences,
I feel so useless in this.
Get back, step back, and as for me,
I can't believe.

Part of me, won't agree,
Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure.

Part of me, won't agree,
Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure.
Anymore
So

Everybody's got their problems,
Everybody says the same thing to you.
It's just a matter of how you solve them,
What else are we supposed to do?

Part of me, won't agree,
Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure.

Part of me, won't agree,
Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure.
Anymore

Why do things that matter the most,
Never end up being what we chose.
(Anymore)
Now that I find no way so bad,
I don't think I knew what I had.
(Anymore)

Why do things that matter the most,
Never end up being what we chose.
(Anymore)
Now that I find no way so bad,
I don't think I knew what I had.

2010-10-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

To me:

Ok apparently, I, wingleng, left one of my amaths O lvls paper question 8 blank. That is well 7 marks. In short I missed it out. I did not see the question, in slang, my eye got stamp cannot see. What hurts the most is that I am able to do the question, or even not, maybe a few working marks. The bad habit of mine is extremely distinct this time. Hard questions can do, easy ones make mistakes. And this time the mistake was not even seeing it let alone attempt it or having a careless mark. The irony of it all is that I changed my contacts to a fresh new one today. For all the years I've did maths, I have NEVER left out any questions. Of all times the first time I did was in the all important O'level exam. Talk about good timing. After cross-referencing with other students, I somehow got the other harder questions right, not surprisingly. As the people around sulk about how they've lost 13, 15 marks already and ask me to not feel bad. Though I didn't say it, I felt that those marks you lost were because you either did not know how to do it or that your calculation was faulty leading to a careless mistake. Well I on the other hand, did not even attempt it. To me that's the worst mistake ever, the worst and dumbest way to lose a mark. On top of that I knew how to do the question. You may say it is somewhat a careless mistake as well, but I would definitely have your careless mistake in calculation than missing out an entire question as you still would get working marks. Worst still now I HAVE to get myself an A1 to not let this regret bother me for life. If I get A2, I would assume that drop in grade was due to my mistake of overlooking that question. If I get B3 I would assume the drop from A2 to B3 was due to that and so on. And well the only positive good thing that can come out of this is that if.. IF I still manage to get an A1, well I can laugh it all you guys faces. ARGH :@.

So that's that. Tomorrow shall determine who gets the last laugh though no one's laughing now. Maths has always been my forte and here's my last chance to prove it. Whatever it is, I'm just telling myself to have no regrets. Even though this was well entirely my fault, and though everyone tells me it's alright, deep down inside I feel like shit. Hais of all times. Now there's not point whatsoever, so lets just get 90/100 for tomorrow and get A1 for amaths as you deserved.

From: me

P/s: I'm not crazy, I just need to let things out. :S

2010-10-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY WONDERFUL AWESOME SPECTACULAR AWE-INSPIRING JAW-DROPPING ACTION-PACKED BEAUTIFUL HIGH ENERGY AMAZING ONE OF A KIND SUPERB EXCELLENT BIRTHDAY SPRINGY!!!

Summary of it all.

2010-09-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER. Shall start mugging, SOON. (:

Apart from amaths P1 and the frequent mathematical errors in both maths, i can safely say i did quite... alright for Maths in general? hehz ><"

Science.. Physics ok la, was very VERY well prepared, ty elgin. And Pude u better return my freaking book u stole from me today -.-

Chem... hopefully did ok.. :S Mrs Chee's gna whack me left right i think. Grandma stories ftw haha.
Geog was alright, cept GM food xD

SS did quite well. I THINK. :/

English... hard to say haha ><"

So yeap that's my prelims, and hopefully, just hope i get below 15 for l1r5 sia ><"

So, Prelims ended ytd and the break begins! (:

Break... irony of it all. It'll be a miracle if my body don't break down at the end. Hehz.

Today HOP & CAGE -> 2E

2mro most likely CAGE -> 4F Den study (?) Though confirm no mood haha. Gotta feeling will go HOP somehow -.-

Fri CAGE -> Ncc Sea and catchup/lepak-ing? :O

Sat soccer with josh/Black Parade Tour? + Change bike tyre

Sun bike session with zhukang and chernyue again.

omfg man im so gna wear my body down... I know i missed soccer, but this.. is a lil too much at once haha :X

Today already tio studs twice on the same toe my Faiz (thanks ah), now swollen a lil.

Gonna tahan man!! soccer ftw!! though i deproved xD

I realised, abt 1 month of almost no soccer, no exercise, I'll fall sick easily man. Fluu ><"

Oh well Tahan bah (:

*Prays makes it to Monday* xDD

Anyways to you,

ITS 11 MORE DAYS!! :DD ENJOY IT LUH! haha

2010-09-09T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm kinda thought the previous post was kinda.. random but yea. Bugging my mind for quite some time now.. 6 years for that matter.
Anyways yeap

Happy belated birthday JIE
Happy belated birthday HUIXUN
Happy belated birthday HAKIM
Happy belated birthday SHERLYN

Lucky 4 on 080910 xD
Hope you guys had a wonderful b'day and all the best in whatever you do! (:

Have been mugging "real" hard past few days haha. ><"
Tomorrow shall be leaving for MY for my Great-Grandmother on my mother's side's funeral.
Feels so blessed to have been able to see her once before she passed on. She's an awesome soul. (:
And since she has.. 14 children, and each of those 14 has at least 6-7 children of their own, I've gotta feeling it's going to be a little... packed there. :X hahas.
Oh well time to catch back on my family tree i guess (:
May you rest in peace Tai-ma!
Mum's says is going to be boring but i beg to differ as i've 4 topics of geography to keep me company. Lucky me. (:
MUG PEOPLE!! FINAL STRETCH!!! (Oh the irony. :S)

Byee non-existent blog readers. (:

2010-09-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

Ah perhaps i'm listening to this awesome song too much le but yea.

You. My favourite you.
We all have that point in time, where we know and can safely say, we've found our other half, the one which makes us whole. I thought i found my half then, after just 9-10 years of life? Ignorant as i was, I was so sure of it. Then you came along and changed everything, for the good and the bad. Those times we spent together were awesome and I cherish every single one of it. You were my many firsts, you were my... happiest moments and saddest moments in life thus far. Cliche a lil but YOU were my favourite hello and hardest goodbye. Yes I admit, I'm guilty for what I've done of all charges on that fateful day, I did not understand the consequences of my.. mistake. And no matter how hard i try, I'll never forget and forgive myself for what i did, I will always wear this chain of guilt wherever i go.

Saying I was young and immature will be just a lame excuse. But once I've really understood the calamity of my actions, I've lived to regret it ever since. I've always kept it in the dark, only telling it to a few indivisuals worth this info. But deep down I'm ashamed of what i did ok. And has spent.. my ENTIRE Secondary school life trying to... "repent for my sin" Through this long hard 4 years, not once did i ever forget you, never did i ever let you go. For four years, i tried my best to make up for it, IT meant that much to me. You were my only one though i can't say the same for you. Though you've entered and left my life over and over again during this period of life, I still held on to you knowing we could still be together, one day, even after it all.

It's been.. six years since i first met you. Six sweet and painful years. I know most guys would not hold on for more than five but you were.. special? And to put things into perspective, we were only in... 1/4 of a class once... chinese. And somehow you changed my life more than you can ever imagined. Though i can safely say i did the same. Through this six years it has been hard. Friends after friends told me to give it up, and that i'm foolish for holding on to.. something fruitless. But i promised you,

"I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it."

I would like to keep to this promise no matter what. Somehow as time passes it gets harder and harder as the feeling gets weaker and weaker with every hurdle. You are, special, one of a kind. No matter what changed, no matter what, I always wantED to keep that promise.
These few weeks, whatever I said, I meant, whatever I felt, I felt. But the prospect of Deja Vu always looms in my mind. I could not.. escape that fact I guess. Cliche much, but "True love knows no boundaries" I've kept to that, but have you? The first song you've ever introduced to me, OUR song. Everlasting Love - Jamie Cullum. I wanted this to be everlasting, I really did. Maybe i was hanging on to a hopeless case, sinking ship, but i know it was all worth it. Hah. "I just needed a love to last forever." Maybe i was foolish to think so in these times.

Now, things seems cool, improving. Or maybe this feeling is one-sided. There are times, I really try, I try my best, i really do. Just wanted you to know this. I don't know how it ended the way it end, but i really meant to harm. I swear. As for the feelings i have, though maimed through the years, it has remained resolute throughout, including now. You say you have mixed feelings, then well I say this is the final straw. What is, will continue to be, but I tell you this, it will not last long, as 6 years... is all i can give. It's now or never. Regretfully. I can't give myself a chance if you don't. So, this will be the.. Happiest Hello, or Saddest Goodbye. Your choice, your call.

I'm... ____ _______

Algebra ftw. Maybe this is the reason why my mathematics deproved so much, hah. ><"
I feel, no, am lame. :/

I said I never let you go and I NEVER did, until now.

2010-09-09T18:15:00.001+08:00

A Day To Remember - HAVE FAITH IN ME.

Have faith in me,
'cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe.
So cling to what you know,
and never let go, you should know
things aren't always what they seem.

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance, then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.

I've gone crazy,
'cause there are things in the streets I don't believe.
So we'll pretend its alright (pretend its alright),
and stay in for the night.
What a world, I'll keep you safe here with me.

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance, then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance, then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.

They've got me on the outside lookin' in,
but I can't see at all.
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall.
They've got me on the outside lookin' in,
but I can't see at all.
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall.

Have faith in me.

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance, then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall, then I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance, then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did x4

2010-08-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

《一首简单的歌》王力宏

这世界很复杂,
混淆我想说的话
我不懂,
太复杂的玩法
什么样的礼物
能够永远记得住
让幸福别走的太仓促
云和天,蝶和花
从来不需要说话
断不了依然日夜牵挂
唱情歌,说情话
只想让你听清楚
我爱你是唯一的倾诉

写一首简单的歌,
让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河
难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌,
并没有什么独特
好像我
那么的平凡却又深刻

我一直在思考
让你了解我的好
却忘了
常常对你微笑
失去的忘记的
我会尽力去弥补
你是我最珍贵的财富

写一首简单的歌,
让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河
难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌,
并没有什么独特
好像我
那么的平凡却又深刻

简单的歌
wo~
en~

写一首简单的歌,
让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河
难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌,
并没有什么独特
好像我
那么的平凡却又深刻

好像我
那么的平凡却又
深刻

2010-08-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

Haha i guess it's betta to update soon.
Been listening to alotta WLH's songs and all, their super soothing and helps alot when i'm in a bad mood.
Anyways yea life's more or less sucks right now haha. Mugging all the way's sian
Though i've been guilty of not doing it at all hee ><"
Mon-Fri night study was something which i looked forward a lot which and thought it was a great opportunity for me to study seriously.
But time and again I was not free or too tired and just could not make it for any of the 5 days ><"
Well a lot has been happening recently and various things have been running through my mind which well distracts me from studying as i really have no mood for it. :/

Firstly, the past week my messengers would DEFINITELY be more than the previous 2 months add together, but i'd say it's worth it to... revive a great friendship i lost.
However i think enough is enough and it's now time for me to concentrate on my studies.
So yeap i putting it aside, and you aside for now. :X
Time is short.
But I've made this choice so yeap, if i regret in the future, i know i MADE this choice and should not be.

Secondly, hmm. how should i put this. Dont know where we are now, dont think it matters to you. Everything is well.. on a line right now and i have no idea how you feel. But wtv, I've thought things through the past week and well everything hurts. To put it in a way i understand, i just dont want to be that friends like when i was friends with ___. Hurts me a lot to be.... Been through it before and it sucks. So if i really have to go through IT again, fuck this but i'm sorry man, it's for the sad better. I think i've given this enough though and i'm sure more than you have. So my mind's rather resolute. For the thousandth time, but now the last, it's the last straw till i don't give a shit anymore. I just want to live the life i once led. You've change, for the better for you in my opinion, but sucks for me. Whatever the case now's not the time, though I did take some time into it, but wth enough. From today onwards just going to concentrate on my studies like how i should have.... Priorities man. So wtv. Fuckit. I've done enough on my part, you i'm not too sure -.-

Lastly, yea well I guess it's time.
To live up to my expectations i think. Miss Kuan, the best and most influential teacher i ever had.
The words you say inspired me to do my best and go into the top class in P6
These words were forever etched in me though i did not perform them.
But now I get it, Soccer player style. Love you ttm for everything man. Hope to see you soon.
I know i can do it, but as someone dear once told me, I'm good, but why am I taking the long way to the goal when i could've taken the shortcut. I once thought it was because i wanted to savor the present moment, to not lose out.
But now i can safely say, there's nothing to lose out anymore. For a long time actually. Surprisingly, it was all done before I entered Sec 1. Hmm ironical.
I once detested that feeling at the top. It was so not me as i felt more comfortable in 5p then 6t. However I got it wrong. Being with 6T, I should've tried my best to match THEIR standard and not take the easier way out. What makes a man is the desires he has and how much he's willing to fight for it. And I can say, i'm not a man. But now i know. I made 2 promises to two very special someones in my life where present or past. All of the same promise and I'm not going to let them down because of the few distractions i have in life. Gonna try my best as my mind's set now, finally. And for miss kuan, These last 2 months shall be the darkest part of my social life, but best part of my emotional well-being. Do I make sense? xD Only to myself perhaps. But I've decided already, took me long enough hehz.

It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.

Hmm life's short there is one life for each of us: Our own.
However i choose to live it is mine and no matter what anyone says i'm proud of it.
The littlest things pisses me off, it's my way of saying it's enough, fuck this no one's gonna push me around.
My fate is in MY hands.
Lastly, I'm just so fucking tired of caring for those who seriously can't be bothered. Friend of foe.
This is why i hated being nice in primary school.
But after that incident i changed, thought it was for the better. But nope it wasn't. As i've come to learn recently.
Being nice is ok i guess, but being over-excessive stinks. Maybe i just can't draw the line on things so why bother in the first place.
Only people who i feel deserve it should know the real me. The list is running shorter but i guess that's better for me...
Risk of getting hurt myself decreases.
I just want to lead a simple life, like i did.
Whoever who complicates it shall fuck off into the selfish world outside and i can't give a fucking shit anymore. why the hell man. -.-
Life's not worth giving a 100% when life's putting you down. Just accept it and start or redirect towards a new one.
I just have to overcome the fear and prospect of maybe a lousier new one. yes.
Loads running through my mind shall not and better not be written.

Whom these are referring only i know, and i'd rather keep it this way hah.
Gonna drop out from the world. Lucky 7 pointers i want you.

This might be my third mistake, but it'll be the most beautiful mistake i make.

2010-08-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

醒來後只是夢境才發現身邊沒你
原來最殘忍的是想像力
醒來後清楚聽見寂寞在耳邊歎息
尋覓安撫我的聲音

沒有你我的世界失去了色彩
沒有你我對生命失去了期待
沒有你我寧願永遠沉睡不要醒來

我願意走過天涯飛過海角
只要能夠守候在你身邊
我願意用這輩子讓你相信
這就是唯一幸福結局

拉開緊閉的窗簾以為能暫時抽離
陽光卻讓失落更清晰
我想要奪門而去
彷彿再多等一秒鐘就會來不及

沒有你我的世界失去了色彩
沒有你我對生命失去了期待
沒有你我寧願永遠沉睡不要醒來

我願意走過天涯飛過海角
只要能夠守候在你身邊
我願意用這輩子讓你相信
這就是唯一幸福結局

醒來以後我身邊沒你
最殘忍的是想像力
清楚聽見寂寞在歎息
尋覓安撫的聲音

我願意走過天涯飛過海角
只要能夠守候在你身邊
我願意用這輩子讓你相信
這就是唯一幸福的結局

幸福的結局
我願意走過天涯飛過海角
幸福的結局
這就是唯一幸福的結局

An excellent song I've fallen in love with, sorry for giving misleading signals. You mean more to me than you can imagine. :/

2010-08-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other free.

Taken from a blog of a somewhat stranger i guess. But it makes sense.
Loads of these kinda things are going out all over nowadays, some ended better than other, but still, you can feel the tension in the air. I'm glad I had my fair share of broken hearts and did some of the breaking myself i guess. But everything i did made me who and what i am today, and i dare say if i didn't do what i did, i'd be a totally different person. Right now, i know for a fact, that the priority in life is the O's now and i don't want to regret afterwords for not doing my ultimate best, need to study like hell to achieve what i want! I know it's possible (:

It's Not Over

2010-07-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

So anyways these few days have been relatively low for me if you've talk to me recently hehz. 4F got 2nd in the inter-class tournament! I guess it's a good achievement since i didn't play the 2nd day and we were missing 3/5 of the team on the last crucial day. Oh well it's better than the previous outing of soccer we had were the fixtures were all screwed causing us to get third instead of the rightful competition of getting first. Hmmz. Anyways yea that's about it these few days. Yet to catch Despicable Me yet somehow. Hai. Inception maybe tomorrow....means ponning FDS training.. haha. We'll see. (: Better start studying now bah.. And might change my mind to trying to get a course on engineering in poly from the always so strong JC will i had. Somehow I think 10 years of continual textbook education is enough and a fresh start is needed? More hands-on experience would be good? Since my interest is in maths then i guess some engineering course would be ideal? I'll consider it more in the future i guess? Meanwhile it's time to get some rest from this long and exhausting day.

The only song i can relate to right now;
It won't be over.

There'll always be a rainbow after a downpour.

2010-07-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

Yea epic jumpshot!! (:

Guess it's due time I update my blog hehz. Anyways the past week has be awesome I guess and I hope things will stay this way? Though it ended in quite a sour note, it sent a jolt of reality back into me. Things will never be perfect, life will never be perfect and it's something I came to learn this week. Sadly the passing of the cleaner in due time would develop into a scary ghost tale which would travel down the generation of TKsians and will not be taken seriously. Nonetheless, lets not make this post so emo-ish so ya haha. Back to update (:

Saturday:

Had English oral training, then met Sarah at PP to go shopping for presents! ><><><

Sunday:

Woke up at 6, one hour earlier then i do for school, met up with Zhukang, Jason and Chernyue before heading to ECP for cycling! Went to that long road before turning back cause Jason CMI. :X Lols pace was super slow also... Something wrong with Jason's bike i guess? lols. Went PP to take bus with Sarah to TM where we met JJ and Shannon for IKEA! Woo. Successful finally thanks to be I'd say! (: Waited super long for shuttle bus to IKEA but it was worth it cause the meatballs were the bomb yo! ;DD Played MLB with Sarah around IKEA after that as well lol epic. Went over to Chongwei's grandma's house for his birthday party around the evening. But when we arrived, it turned out the party was the next week so ya... *ahem* (: But Chong came over anyways to entertain the self-invited guests hehe >< . Pool-ed a little followed by karaoke session lols! Fun (: Headed back home after that bah. Awesome day! hehe

Monday:

Day was usual i guess, chem test was alright.. i think? >< haha

Tuesday:

-Can't remember...-
><"

Wednesday:

School was mundane as usual lols. Had EL oral after school! 31/40 hehe (: Then got tuition! Physics ftw lols.

Thursday:

School's a bore seems like always. Soccer afterwards was pwning, DotA as well (; Hehe awesome!

Today:

Well apart from that incident everything was alright I guess... though just heard the news of a recent event.... knnbccbwtfbbqomfgttm mannn >< T.T Hope it's not true cause its inferred upon.. hmm ah wells.

Tomorrow physics supp before celebrating daddy's birthday with shark fin!! hehe

Sunday shall be eating tim sum with relatives and all as belated Father's day haha awesome. (:

Anyways yea that's my week. When there's ups there will certainly be downs. Not everything will be a bed of roses all the time. As long as we enjoy the good times, persevere through the tough times, then that's the key to life i guess? Just hope things stay like this bahh... Right now i satisfied with how things are and more or less... have nothing left i wanna do before O's le bah.. so i should start studying? Will try my best to maintain how things are.. but it's going to be tough man.. sians! lols ><

And to you my special friend, what you told me that day really scared me man, i thought you were fine and alright but i guess i'm wrong.. Hope everything turns out alright, and you i know i'd always be there for you k! Feel like doing something more for you and most likely will ><" I don't want us to be so distant anymore! Especially after you've done so much for me haha >< Best bud forever k! (:

2010-07-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

Yo school began like Zzzz ttm.
Forgot go the prizes or wadeva shit, if they don't give me i'm so gna stomp/write to MOE and put mrs __ee's kp face dere with the quote "slap you left right" man. So noisy anyone can missed it right! -.- Still say what think about it.... Well it's too early and my brain refuses to think man. What's that bit of fame going up and receiving a cert or whatever if i got to see your black face just to get it bzzz.
Worsened by the fact i lost money due to puyol's superman header.. ah well netherlands will win man.
Distracted most of the time during lessons but tried my best to listen? lol ><
Thurdays = epic boring day man :S
Afta school had Emath lesson where bullshitted with damien a lil at the back and gossiped a lil with zul and.. alita isit? hahas.
Had FDS training later on... .. zhukang zhukang.. lax now then you know mehh lol
tomorrow shall be the POP,
Our 4 year term shall finally be over, through the good and rough times we've been through, it has brought us closer together and i cherish everything we had and will have. (:
Gonna type 1 super long post soon lol. And another on WC just itching to start only lol. Maybe shall change my URL to something unknown so i can read wad i type in the future and reflect.. anyways people assuming my blog is dead seldom come here as well + super awesome URL i lazy change haha. btws started a twitter woo! (:

http://twitter.com/Lummmyyyyy

finally haha. anyways yeap.
Next few days gonna be busy, like the past few days. haiss sian T.T
But i'm glad i am.. distract me away from problems i refuse to face haha.
Procrastinator ftw. Shall start my compo... soon.(:

I was wrong. My biggest regret wasn't causing THAT to happen, but letting THAT control and affect me afterward.. should have seen past it... now i'm free to be who i want to be. No more hiding behind past mistakes, no more being who i don't wanna be cause i hate it. I don't give a shit no more and this time i mean it.

TWEETy bird

2010-07-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

Woo created a tweeter account just for fun haha!
Just gonna type all those words i want to say in people's face/situation but can't. (:
Gotta feelings its gonna be funn :DD

Anyways the week's almost over!
Other than the ton two nights ago im guessing its alright
Studying as and when possible le bah.. (lazy)
Betty's gonna arrive soon?! lols WB!
Tomorrow's gonna be the last training for NCC sea.. hais.. 4 years just like that.. ah well
Might prepare a speech tomorrow hahas. :X
Hope dinner will turn out alright?
Sat's a killer.. luckily got time constrain (:
And yeap then the long hols begin! (: 2.5 days. ><

Anyways catching up with long lost friends is fun.
And honestly, I'd say.
If i had the chance to go back to then. I would not let the opportunity to be with you slip away.
'Cause it seemed so perfect when we were together.
Do you believe in fate? I didn't, but now i do.
That feeling where you feel that you've found the right other half?
Well I only had that feeling with you.
And after all these time, I feel that no one can match up to you lol.
If fate permits, I feel we might be together hahas.

I just hope i don't screw it up. ;S
On two diff counts.
I hope. :P

Tired TTM ><"

2010-06-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

Schools starting in slightly more than 24 hours AHHHHH!!!
Hols have been real eventful i guess, especially the past few days, recharged and ready to mug liao man lol. Did almost all which i wanted to do at the start of hols so yeap can say i'm satisfied.

Came back from Batam on Monday. Cool fun trip to get away from it all and just relax (:

Tuesday was spent slacking and finishing up hmw... though compo haven do yet hehz :X

Wednesday had outing with JJ, Sarah, Shannon, Josh, Chong, Joel & Zhixian at tampines.
Watched Toy story 3. IKEA was phail haii.. NEXT TIME K!. Had Popeyes for dinner. Hmmxx. Fun day (:

Thursday had NCC cage at 10... watched movie with parents around the evening

Friday CG outing. Watched Knight and Day with Feng, Xiangmin, Jianhao, Germaine, Pude, Tinghao, RyanM, Chong at Tampines. Stella and Shahirah joined afterwards for kite-flying haha. Quite fail lol can't flyy ><>< Shaun, Johnny, Ah huang? J____, ____yun. Ok lol i admit, I'm bad with names haha. Didn't know like3/4 of the people there? So ya awkward ttm. :S Cab-ed home about 1++ bah. Had fun though (:

Tonned till 6+ (Saturday) take MRT to Tampines for Singapore Nike 5v5 challenge. Score the team's opening goal but it seems to go all downhill from there? Fatigue was a constant problem for me like an itch at a hard to reach place on your back. But honestly it ain't my fault man. Hais. Blame it on luck bah? Went to TM for lunch before going home to enjoy my well-deserved sleep T.T

And if you've been reading my post carefully, yes, I went to TM for 3 times outta 4 days. Absolutely sick of that place already. Guess enjoy the last few days of hols bah? (: Will be cutting my hair tomorrow. Hope it turns out well :s

Yeap anyways that's about it for the June hols. It was been a wild and unexpected one I'd say. But quite contented bah. Hmmxz hopefully things will turn out well.. BTWS MISS CHEN! I did my e maths work le! But I lost it. :X There i said in advance liao cannot blame me haha. Apart from that tomorrow finish EL + pack bag + pack room and I'm all ready for Term 3 (:

A picture speaks a thousand words, but somehow I can't find a picture which depicts exactly how i feel and the things which are going through my mind right now. Don't know how to put it in words all the same. Arghh. :/ Tongue tied, unable to do anything about it. This feeling sucks. :S

200th post for.. 4 years.. haha

2010-06-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

200th post hahas. Came a long way from a very toot me to a very cool me. haha jkjk :X
Currently; packing bag for batam trip. lol. back on monday! how long! (:

Anyways this past week i guess has been one of the toughest ones for me and my closest friends? Well i guess some things are just not meant to be bah... Anyways heard this on the radio damn long ago, Its better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. Sounds real crude but i guess everyone's got to move on...
Can say though i am both mentally and physically drained from all of this with the additional "bonus" of sleeping at 430 everyday cause of WC. Tonned 1 night and woke up at 2+ for 3 days really is killing my body man ><" No more after this holiday i promise! Shall concentrate on studies le, and that is what my advice is to you guys. (: Anyways a shoutout to Elgin my man! Thanks for letting the group of us stay at Resort World Sentosa and the night was awesome aye? :D N.Korea all the way uh! Had a blast. After it all, realised how important it is, to have close friends beside you when you need them. Some friendships come and go, but i'm hoping those which i've made and foster these 4 years and more will continue forever. I'd be there for you guys whenever and forever k! And hope you guys would pick yourself and continue on with life bah. Do take care and all the best k! (:

Anyways! Finally got a chance to lepak with Sarah on Thurs at chong's house! hahas. Fun ttm (: Details ah well forever remembered no worries. Cant say it was happy throughout the day, but at least it ended off alright (: (Jump shot pro here ty!)

Apart from that, just came back from CSC, and got this thing to tell shannon... COME BACK FOR CHEENA MAN YOUU!! Hope your chinese improved though :D

Tues finish up homework..
Weds gna have a great time with "clique?" (:
Thurs cage with NCC peeps (:
Fri BBQ with old friends (:
Hopefully Sat can go out with JH SC bah, its been a long time yo!
Hmm guess this hols is quite alright bah? (:
A great booster for the final sprint to O's... do hope i do well man!! ><

On a side note, my bet is on netherlands winning the world cup so yea! :DD
Though its quite short, its 1am already and i gotta wake up at 6am 2mro so yea haha ><
Nvm! i got "coffee"! hehe
Shall reblog soon woo! ((:

2010-06-19T02:02:00.003+08:00

Lol finally changed my blogskin and update! haha
hmm ok maybe 2mro 2am liao T.T
proper update about everything 2mro bah promise! ;o
blogging ftw! (: releases stress haha. might start twitter also lol. quotes ftw!

2010-05-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

战场上无人 _______

ANY CHINESE PRO CAN HELP ME FINISH THIS PHRASE/EDIT IT = GENIUS.
HELP? :s

Now i'm wearing this smile i don't believe
Inside i feel like screaming

I found out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake i ever made.

ARGHH Bruised & Scarred

2010-05-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

omg mannnn!!! this past week have been eventful eyerasing fast paced bla bla bla!!!!!!!!
started with that studying incident.......
heard about sth at grandlink that made me think ALOT....
accidentally heard/saw some things.. which made me think of sth which i kinda refuse to admit will be true but i think it is :S
den was sitting at a very..scary position as well.. :S:S in the middle of 2 scary grps :S:S

den few days later...
hais if i can split myself into mani of me betta le lol><"

no mood write on le howw?

><""
siannnnnnnn arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

save me from the agony of the past present and future, what to do what to do....

mum keep asking me study for CL O's in 2 weeks... LIKE FREAK MAN
2 days after end of papers nia
GIMME A BREAK ARGH ><"
hais
life
sian
fun
but
will
be
played.

><"

2010-04-12T10:52:00.003+08:00

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success. For those who were there cheering us on, a very big thank you. For you guys were there when we needed you. For Band members alumni colourguards instructors teachers, it is really a pleasure to have spent this 2 months together with all of you. Stand proud, stand strong to be in the TK BAND and COLOURGUARD of SYF'10 for it was worth every moment and all of us did give our best despite the outcome. For WE gave an unforgettable show regardless of what the judges think and WE walked in and out of the indoor stadium together, strong and proud, as winners. (:

For what is done is done. The times we spent together were priceless. Although i promised myself not to cry and be the pillar of strength once they announced we got Gold and did not get BDB, for some reason looking front, see those hats vibrate uncontrobly i could just imagine the feelings they were going through. Of the people there I only saw two faces which was enough to make me break down. Jing(sth) and Wendy. Just seeing their expression make my heart wringe in pain for them. We had trained so hard for this and not get what we want is a feeling i had just only experienced and was expriencing again was a torturous ordeal. as we walked proudly to perform the routine for our school again I broke down once more when they started singing as i could feel from their voices they were PROUD to be there and perform and were brave enough to do it despite the outcome they just recieved. Yes I was devastated that we got gold without the BDB but only with the sorrow and emotions displayed by the band members did that really pushed me over the top and let my emotions flow. I know i was one of the many CG who cried and jianhao told me it was because of me he did and it was because of him xuanhao teared up then CCC and the chain goes. Whether the fact i cause it is irrelevant as all i did was show what i was really feeling inside. Despite it all the cheers from our friends and fellow TKsian touched us greatly as we left the arena and because of them i teared up again. It was a serial experience for all of us and i treasure it all like many of those there regardless of band or not. We TKsians were as ONE that night cheering and performing. And i can safely say, it was worth it all... (:

Maybe its now our weekend, but its gonna be our year, the rest of the year would be a great one as the friendships made and team spirit experienced will greatly affect the course of our studies as all of us will feel.. together, as ONE TK strong unit. (:

Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I may not forget

2010-04-12T10:12:00.002+08:00

Hehz its been a while since i updated this blog here and well its more or less dead.
Been real busy with life and well since SYF is over i think should have enough time to update it le bah..
Ok, so. Sat was the SYF Central Judging Competition and since those who read my blog should be from TK I'm guessing you guys should know the result by now. What I have to say will be in the next post so yeap. Afterwards headed back to TK our home. Comforted each other and let our emotions flow.. But we are strong and shall move on from this I know. Went to PP macs for supper with 4F guys and 2F'08. After that headed back home to bathe and change before leaving for Zhukang's house to ton lol. Shared stories experiences tgt with Chernyue and all.. Good times and bad times but mostly the fun ones (: . Headed out to cycle at arnd 3am i think, road was so freaking empty we cycled every/any where we want singing the Anoneh Pakukeh cheer though none of us really know how it was suppose to go haha. Its the thought that counts i guess. (: Reached ECP macs and watch the El Clasico between Barce and Real... watching 1/2 way ZK and CY slept and left me alone dere watching... cant sleep too much on the mindd :O Jay joined us soon after and then Ashiq. Pude came with Vivian and Crystal at arnd 5am then Sarah came as well. Walked a freaking long way to the sign up booth... TY pude =.= took us arnd 45 mins man. Signed In for the Body Marker job as the 5 NCC Sea guys as they had been assigned to another job. As we went to the Body Marker tent, we saw like 6 stations or so filled with 5-6 people each all busy with their jobs so we reported to the person-in-charge for our duties. Seeing that there was so many people already there, he re-assigned us to the transition area where all the competitors bikes and belongings were to facilitate them finding their correct holding area and answer their queries. It was quite an easy job seeing all you have to do is point out where they had to go according to their number and had fun guessing if they were local or not right zhukang? xD And we the extra perk of standing right in front of the drink stand, the free flow of 100 plus helped alot :D But as the sun rose, we found ourselves in a desperate need for shade so we "went" to the toilet and go up to the beach and slacked trying to sleep. :X In the end decided to return early afraid they might find out they were suddenly short of so many people. After about 15 mins in the sun.... we snuck off the the body marker tent (with shelter most importantly) and talked to Kristal and Lorentz for a bit. Found ourselves in the chairs provided for them and soon we were fast asleep :X I slept for like 15 mins before accepting it was quite difficult to sleep on a chair so talked with those who were awake a while more. Kristal and Lorentz left 1/2 way i think for some church event and 5 of us were left alone to... sleep. :X Lunch came and we ate in quite contentedly. Felt quite bastard for being in the chairs cause well for those who were actually doing their job didn't have a chair but ah well what can they do? :X Life's not fair and its better to be selfish at times i guess or so Jay says haha. There were still some friend people in the sun out at the transition area but well those people were committed i guess? :X After lunch we were released and could go already so we went out to find the others. Their job seems to be more... yucks-lucky-not-me.. kinda job than us i'd say :X Really suay siaa they lol... :XX Wanted to do something but could not anyways.. :S Hmm ah well at least gave them water and a little morale support? (: Left quite soon cause Ashiq had to go so we... signed out... collected our TWENTY bucks and... cabbed back to macs cause we were too lazy to walk. :X $3.80 taxi fair 1 dollar each i'd say was quite worth it since we had just earned 20 bucks for.. standing in the sun for awhile and sleeping. So in all we volunteered our sunday to... sleep eat and stand in the sun for a short time for 20 bucks and CIP hours, lucky us eh? :XX Cycled to ZK's house to put our bikes and headed home. Ate, bathed and fell asleep. Was dead tired since i only had abt 30 mins sleep for the weekends. :/

Told my parents i was too tired to attend school and if i did i would not be able to concentrate on what the teachers were saying too so it would more or less be futile. So yup here i am, woke up at slightly before 10 blogging. :X

Now that SYF's over i can safely say all the major activitites before O's are now over and i can finally concentrate on my studies le. The past 3 months had been a real eventful and meaningful one, with up there would be downs of course. It had been a great 3 months with moments of great triumphs and losses. Great friendships were made and lasting ones were reinforced. Had a blast of a time these past 3 months and a ball of fun with those who were with me. All i have for you guys now is a great big THANK YOU for your contribution in my life the past 3 months whether good or bad to make me mature and grow up in a sense. No words can describe the time I had these 3 months but for all i know, it was worth it. (:

Stand proud stand strong to be in the TK BAND and COLOURGUARD of SYF'10 for it was worth every moment.

2010-03-21T15:25:00.002+08:00

Yo! It has been freaking freaking long since i updated cuz basically too lazy to :p
wanna quit blogger le but duwanna forget all that has happened! :D 1 year on i shall look back to this post and go hmmm...
ok this last... 4 weeks has been pretty eventful and meaningful.

Around more feb i guess? started training for FDS. Looking back now it seems real amateur of us to complete 1 ripple line with just raising our hands and go wow~~
Now we've completed the whole routine and taken part in both competition already.
First for our sea district comp. and overall 5th in the nationwide comp.
That's 5th out of the 140++ NCC units there are in Singapore including TK's very own land unit :X
Heard they were not even in the top5 ya :X
Anyways and amazing performance I'll say especially seeing that none of us had attended and prior course about drills and manage to choreograph and plan our own steps. Good job to all the 13 of us for doing what we all thought was impossible. It seemed like yesterday we practised behind the tech. block with that puny ripple line which we were so amazed by. Now we have a whole routine ready at hand to perform at any time just for entertainment. We came a long way from what we were, and despite how we joke around almost all the time, it now seems a miracle how we managed to finish the whole routine now.

These memories of FSD will always be with us i guess; how we had to memorise all those steps, "HAKJIN!!", how alvis "zao xia" and screws up at times, the makarina!, the face-off and ashiq's parang thing xD epic fun times man! especially the one where jowie started punishing us by singing.. all those days at magic wok lunch which made me so darn sick of it now...

good times good times.

camp was great i'd say?
bonded closer to the ncc sea guys.
the riff i had with the chers...
thx guys for being there and supporting me (:
fb post more or less said it all.
fyi i said sorry to shahera ytd already and asked if i was still needed.... she said she gladly welcome me back so yup i'm back in CG though the feeling i cant say is mutual.

During camp saw alotta couples, zhong se qing you really came into play for quite a while amongst everyone nowadays.
I dont think i have to right to complain anyways cause well, i had my fun? ><
I think i'll just let things come naturally? hehz.
Honestly i think this quote is quite meaningful,
It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all
and that's for you my emo friend. :X
Na de qi fang de xia ><
cheer up man! we'll all be here for you (:

whether you'll read this i don't know but wanna thank all the TK SEA guys for making my camp somewad freaking awesome though there were things which clearly dampened the mood. Anyways it was fun don't you think? (:

hmms apart from that... Ytd's mood after we performed for the finals was clearly saddening. Went canteen and everyone was like emoing lying there. Maybe it was the fatigue or the rain which really stretched us but when they announced the bottom 5 and there was no mention of us i knew everyone's heart was lightened as fuhua sec and siglap was announced. When it was down to the names of the top 5, there was a glimmer of hope for everyone that we may be in the top 3 at least but we ended up 5th. It was a good effort i'd say and the schools which we lost to i can gladly say they deserved to win us. It wasn't anyone's fault in particular and i don't think we should blame each other because of getting 5th. Even if anyone made a mistake, either in the performance or GSK, it was a mistake anyone of us could've made under such circumstances. We should not blame each other as i know every single one of us gave our best for the performance in the end and that's what i think matters the most. Before the competition i expected us to get top 3, after we performed top 10, and since we manage to get 5th i think it was a good gauge at where we stand and that our juniors should strive to improve from there.

Success isn't measured in extent of your victory, but the steps taken towards achieving it.
Although we did not win the first place, the memories and hard work we have and put in is something no one else can win.
All the times we practised and bonded, although we did not win the FDS title, we won something else which was harder to get, something i would rather win and cherish.

TK SEA FDS squad '10 FTW MAN!

Might not make any sense to anyone else but it does to me.
Pardon my english i lazy go re-read and edit grammer and spelling mistakes :X
hecks man lazy liao haha :X
Was gonna write about another thing but forgot, oh well
This blog seems dead and empty already cept for some unknown readers who do not tag!!

Homework count : 0

next week's gna be fun i guess? xD
Was gna start mugging le but have to join this syf BS so well, hmmszzz
Peace guys start mugging soon! O's around the cornerr! :D

2010-02-13T17:26:00.002+08:00

Yo time to update again haha
alotta thing happened but just too lazy update ><
just wanna post about ytd! haha fun! so next time re read will rmb lol
CNY celebration was sian until cannot sian liao.. :S
lol at least after that got sth more fun :DD
11-130 had syf dance thing.. partnered with cheng hui some 3a girl...
not bad sia can do the forcefield thing :D
den lunch...
freestyle drills..
zhukang imba come up with those 2 arms drill action
den went home change shower...
went out go watch percy jackson at iluma...
fun (:
chionged to orchard meet 4f! :D
almost got lost at the MRT there sia...
but managed to find my way to takashimaiya
den dey call me go back MRT.. lol win
after that went seoul garden..
walao 30 bux sia omg ><
camped there and eat and eat and eat!
must "claim" back all the 30 bux sia haha
the meat dno got cook properly anot
heng today haven kena stomach achee (:
was determined to eat more den andrew low sia! haha
band came afterwards..
talked talked joked laughed gossiped look-out for chiobus gossiped some more talked xDD
fun maxxxx!! :DD
aaronT andrewK sirong go watch movie i think
talked and slacked some moree
afterward left took picsss xDD
retarded passer-bys ttm mann xD
den went outside..
played catching around orchard!! xDD
epic fun mann
huixun kristal vinnie wendy catchers
seeing them chase ppl damn funny 1 sia xD
was the last 1 to get caught hehe :D
huixun chase and chase de dont gimme time rest haha
bus-ed 7 back home afterwards...
joked around in the bus haha
funny! (:
went backk around 12?
hp died again hehz ><
haha 4F is indeed the most fun class (:
awesome day!
huixun plan de isit?? next time again yo! lol

as for Valentines day... single. :D
screw love, until i find the right 1 haha.
and Happy CNY!
not gna wish all couples a wonder valentinescuz i won't be meaning it! haha :P
ok maybe just for one.. :D You who told me today when we go and pass her sth.
hope didnt give any clues :X

mood dampened today haixx
sian
honestly dno wad to say le la fuck
other then a big FUCK and a big YOU from ME to YOU i have nothing else for you this holidays.
so go screw urself
i tried my best le but fuck forget it
cant listen my friend on this cause seriously cant take it anymore
If it really has to turn out like this then i can finally say im more than happy to do it le.
Let fate guide me... well i'll change fate to my liking how about that?

Gah! The stupid neither forgives nor forget, the naive forgives and forget, the wise forgives but never forget.
AND I WONT FREAKING FORGET IT SO FUCK DIS SHIT
seeing it and unable to do no shit about it sucks
TO THE FUCKING CORE
URGH %^#%$$$$&*)(*&&#@$$^%&^*&
wanna find a stranger to fucking rant all this shit out
but alas, its the chinese new year
its the seasons for angpaos and sadly not for giving/forgiving
so i guess it wont matter if i hold a grudge, superstitious a lil then i'll be holding it for the rest of this year aye... at this rate, i'll hold it til the end of time.
FUCK.

anyways yeap
Till Next Time...
Happy CNY to all (:
And Happy V-day to you.

lols i feel so evil and mean..
but that's what's life is all about (:

2010-01-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

argh short update!
Happy bday john!! hope u like u lotion + underwear! :D
Happy bday ashiq!! hope u can run faster den alvis soon! xD
Happy bday kimhai! awesome bionic man with a kind heart lol, the man who fears nth (:

ah NCC sea, awesome brothers for life man.

hmm life nowadays.. hais

i cant take it anymore la dammits.
All i wish is for me to have my simple life back. :/
God ain't blessing the broken road man...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

If changing means losing all which i have achieved, i rather stay the same forever.
If this has to carry on i think i'm just gonna emo my way all the way to O's

Screw oba*a and his change theory. hmms :/

2010-01-10T01:29:00.001+08:00

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless like you've lost your fight

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off

Do You Stand?

Just the first week of school... 200+ more days b4 O's end.. Haizx.

2010-01-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

Gah! School starts.. TOMORROW! OMFGWTFKNNCCBZXZXZXZXXXZ laa!! ><
It didn't even seem to start.. GAHHHH
A few things happened these past few days.. hmm
New year!!!
Elated New Year man!! Happy's so overused.
Hope 2010 would be as awesome as the awesome points of 2009
and better for those lousy points of 2009.
Went cage from 2-4... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEWEE! ty for cage (:
16 le ahh not badd ahaha
Met shannon at 5... You go so early for waddd lol
den jj came den sarah..
bought that awesome watch at suntec with sarah! haha!
before going to macs to wait for josh and joel...
Sarah was stuck in the seat lol.
walk walk walk
ate at Pizza Hut where i couldn't stop laughing xD
Derick Pude Nic Paul lee then joined us after dinner..
walked around b4 heading to esplanade dat area look for good place to countdown....
lost some ppl there :XX
in the end went funan to pee -.-
wanted to go back to bridge but was freaking crowded
met dis... [racist comment] there... goddamit imma racist now and idgaf.
went to fullerton hotel in the end cause nice wind (:
Sc joined us b4 taking JJ to find toilet... which in the end meant Bras Besah -.-
Gah so yea spent the countdown w/o jj.. Chongwei joined us though! cool hairstyle man!
went to some 91.3FM countdown where there were free coke so yea :D
(:(:
Yeap damn hp no batt so replied the next morning lol
walked to golden mile b4 managed to take a very very late last bus 70 to paya lebar
Sarah's mum sent the rest home while i pangsehed JJ JH SC and went home to crash ><
Sry uh! haha
Yeap that's how i spent the new year? ><

and today sent evelyn off.. :/
WALAO PPL!
FRIENDS OF ME
STOP FREAKING MIGRATING AWAY K!
OR I'LL MIGRATE TO AFREAKINISTAN MAN!

yeayea jkjk ;XX
wasn't really that close to her also but yeap.
Sarah Josh JJ supposed to join me but all 3 overslept -.-
Only sarah had the courtesy to rush back lol
and evelyn was 1hour +++ late also so ya.
So much for punctuality heh :XX

haiz dno wad im blogging for... i think the sole reason i blog is so that few years down the road, i'll spend 1 whole day reading all my posts, reliving the times and memories (:
but i lazy post ><
in short i post for... myself, no1's reading also.. lol
hmm i guess i'll just post major things ba :D

New Year''s Resolution..
L1R5<10
as for the others..
i lil personal, but i'll try to remember them as i go down this 1 whole brand new year ba.
WHAO man.
ONE YEAR ALREADY!
1 year of withstanding 3F
Guess it wasnt as bad as i thought?
made new great amazing friends (:
Almost lost some, but gladly didn't.
And most prob the most... socializing year i've been through?
Bonded and fostered better and stronger ties with old friends,
If life's full of great friends like these, it ain't that tough i'd say (:
Ncc sea mates, thx for the most awesome B'day ever man
Forever remembered! (: Brothers for life!
3F thanzx for ur amazing lameness that never ceases to amaze me,
Airport... recess during mariam... planes, caps, fans, tables chairs etc..
2D'08 clique, really glad didn't broke apart though diff class..
3E0'9 too, wonderful class with wonderful ppl as well.
and lastly to that TKG girl.
The most INTERESTING friend i ever had and ever will have i guess?
thanks for everything man friend!
though now not as close, those times were great (:
and ur x'mas present uh...
if i did sth to cause this gap well then too bad i guess? ><
we live too much a different world le ba haha
Wicked awesome if i could still be ur friend now haha
do rmb me k! :@

hmm this year..
Kena rejected twice xDD
once on _
the other on 9/9/9
cool date so random ask :XX
10/10/10 shall try sth new man
well lost a friend but gained many new awesome ones.
You win some, you lose some i guess.
Jiu de bu qu, Xin de bu lai
ALL THE BEST FOR 2010 PEEPS!
O's MAN DO IT!!
STUDY HARD AND MUGG!!
feel like being a nerd for this year...
like WesleyW lidat..
shall i? :/

New blogsong for the new year ba! (:

P/s: Nine days ago supposed to receive a letter... WHERE IS IT?!?!!?! damn singpost :X
P/s/s: Nine days : Absolutely is WICKED AWESOME! Outdated a lil but still! Imba guitar solo (:

PEACE,
OUT~ :DD

2009-12-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

Lessee... Merry X'mas! on 25th! ><
gahh feel so lazy post nowadays ><
hmm spent x'mas with Springy! :D
Had and AWESOME day (:
Hope you liked my present! lol hard to get de lehh ><
and i've yet to receive the letter.. ayeeees!
went shopping! hahaa
got sth for bla, bla and bla
den ate at some spaghetti shop where the food was.. ok ba i guess?
camped at macs to make cards. :X
didnt other anything hahaa
for more details go sarah's blog ba, lazy rmb and post ><
just know its awesome to have her as a friend (:
p/s: My card was WAYY better, esp. in the inside :D

sat when aunt's house for x'mas.
got a 35 bux voucher for GV :DD
sunday... stayed at home and slack lols ><
woke at 2pm

today
went oprah dere play soccer for 3hr++ straight non-stop :S
on the way back felt damn tired sick exhausted.. :/
den finally got off the bus and puke >< haha
black colour 1 sia :XX
tasted like sprite + apple tea.. what i drank just now.. ><"
feeling quite sick prob should rest now..
2mro sure muscle ache 1 sia!
weds got trng... supervision... den soccer and badminton
before its new year's eve le! omg
plans still abit blur right now lol ><
cage? countdown? gah :SS
anyways had a blast during x'mas! (:

hope to have fun dis week! :D
1 more week to sch reopen le... bummer!
no wad hmw siaa
any kind soul can tell me??
or post on class blog? :S
screwed for chem omfgwtfzxzxzxz ><"

dats all :P
and i ren... :S

2009-12-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

The days are rolling as usual.. lol
its x'mas eve wooyay! (:

lemme get this out
dun think you'll gna be reading this but yea,

where to start...

i can safely say we were a pair once,
and i know its my fault for breaking your heart and til a few days ago i felt guilty for it every single day and the feeling sucks, trust me. It was a blast for my childhood knowing you and having spent time with you, you were straight, direct and weren't afraid of awkwardness, the dire opposite of me i guess? and maybe that's what i saw in you? You were my best friend then and i always felt great talking to you. It was my fault it turned out the way it did coming towards the end of our primary school days and you'll most probably won't forgive me totally and i know i deserve it.
from the song lonely;

"Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl"

I hate myself everyday for doing the thing i did and well if i could turn back time i'll NEVER do it again, cliche but wtheckz. Ever since then i tried my best to atone for my sin but i know whatever i do it'll never be enough. Sec 1, 2 and 3 i tried my best to try and make you forgive me, and although you said you already did, i'll never believe it till i forgive myself i guess...? And i come to realize ever since then i didn't really like you... just was trying to earn your forgiveness maybe? no matter how hard it takes... 5 years, you were the only one for 5 years though for you i know its different, but i think its time for me to finally let go and forgive myself? I went through alotta shit as well, from you and from people alike, but i don't wanna give in, until now. You are slowly being less of the girl i knew and fell in love to and more of the type of girl i hate. The main reason why i hang on to this for so long although i know "it" will probably never come true again is so that I, myself, can forgive what i have done, and i think after 5 years, i should forgive myself. Even after that time when you called me and asked me that.... You've taken a path i.. can't follow anymore. Whatever happens you cans till always find a friend in me as always. HAIZXXXZXCZXCZXC$%^&()_

somehow i just cant find the right words. ><
its x'mas eve! (:
santa's making his last checks weee :D
i've been a good boy i sumpa-ish-ly swear! :D:D
Elec guitar/New Hp FTW please!! :D:D

anyways... in light of all the things that happen so far, at least i've learned from my mistakes and moved on a better man.
1) Never repeat my mistake
2) Treat with care and dignity

GAH peace out!
few more days to sch reopen, fuckit.

2009-12-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

Believe ME!!!! ;O:O - Fort Minor! (:

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

[bridge]

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me

2009-12-09T15:19:00.002+08:00

Firstly... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ON 29/11! (:

Been very busy lately no time update.. :/
or the fact i'm too lazy to do so...lol

Camp was GREAT! :D
lesee Part C ps job.. (:
played soccer mainly,
went out buy food :XX
slack slack slack :XX
didn't sleep the first night cause drank red bull and was high throughout the night.. :D
on and cohesion night performance was awesome! xDD
damn funny! haha great (:
so ya 2am++ i was high about westlife song for some reason..
slept from 3.30 til 4.30 den cant sleep le
lala :/
next morning slept for another hour.. ><
day was fine
the surprise was awesome ><
THX PART D'10 NCC SEA! :D best bday man
Band concert was.. ok..?
More like the Thais were awesome? xD
yea caught up with some friends..
oh and happy bday sirong as well man! (: and pengguinn or sth from FB? ><
yea went back bla bla
this time slept song song
oh and zenedine got some freaky experience man
dno real anot ><
next day bla bla release :/
yea dats it about it! lazy elaborate :XX
the last week was spent..
bowling movie at klp?
lan with 3f?
cage with ncc sea
buffet lunch
yar something lidat? ><
dno why cant rmb now liao :S
was telling myself to remember to post all these on blog next time on each day
but forgot le ><
anyways damn bored of l4d2 le.. >< was sooo looking forward to play it
but now sian -.-
this friday cage, after dat maybe lan again.. i dunwan!!
oh ya! i rmb le went to watch twilight with JJ JH Dexter
3 guys watching twilight.. epic -.-
waited for the climax which never came... ah. =.=
i wanna watch all those NC 16 and M18 !!!
but no one wanna go -.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sometimes i feel that i need to find some movie partners to watch dis kinda movies tgt with -.-
anyways! yeap left 2/3 weeks of hols left!
sianz i dunwan sch :/
ohoh and on the brighter side, mum agreed to get elec guitar le lol finally and and maybe gonna spend my new years in australia gold coast! :DDDD
or Hongkong or some other asian country.. ><
but hopefully! gold coast! :DD
7 days 10 days lidat leh if go :/
I WANT! :@

so ya! random short post to update my dying blog! mmhmm!
Marianas Trench, new fav band :D

shall post again... SOON (:

2009-11-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

Story of my life : Complicated.

haha random a lil
okok lesee

Monday:
Supposedly had to mee KT and CO. at 11 but left house at 11 so well yea late
KT made me wait for him at the bus stop for 30 mins where i got pissed and went back to the interchange and back again hahas. Owe me 60 cents hor!
Played Bball with KT, Jianhao, Meiling, FeliciaL, 2 other malaysian guys?
Pretty much felt extra throughout, lols JP pangsehed me dis time cuz i think i pangsehed him first? :X
Yea 4 malaysian dudes were talking about their.. pri sch days?
Bballed awhile den makan.
Felicia and Meiling sure can eat mann!
Played 'Bullet' where Meiling pwned us i guess?
den soccer! (: slippery siaa
and felicia's and meling's water bottle very.. _ sia ;S
err left at 3, went home bathe den met 3F at KLP?
some ppl played bowling while the others ate at kfc?
afterwards went PP eat.. den head over to HOP lan-ed TF2?
First time play sia! didnt know why sometimes shoot ppl wont die, den sometimes shoot them will die de.
got the hang of it soon and Nickil was the imba engineer? lol
left at.. 8+? and met ms chen at the bus stop near there..
wanted eat at some restaurant but too ex..
went Macs da bao food..
oh and met band members there too
TY MS CHEN FOR TREATING ME OREO MCFLURRY!
I'll take it as a bday present for next sun? lol
hmm den went ECP "celebrate"?
hahas got high a lil? ><
chit chat abit? took photos?
err went there till 10+?
went home.
going home dat time got police car suddenly stop in front of me sia!
scary man cuz it was 11++ le.. ><
lucky they haven pass my house so i faster run in.. haha

Hmm.. those who went.. according to my memory..
gah hecks those who went u know who u are, no point typing it out here -.-

Today:
Went KLP again..
i tot it was Ncc sea outing but turned out only 3/7 were ncc sea..
Chernyue, Zhukang, Shaokiat, Germaine, StellaK, Sherlyn.
ah well Bowled?
first time in 1, 2 years?
95 115 and.. sth
3 games.. ah not bad ba
serious mess up in the calculation of money.. hahas ><
i owe Ngo 6, StellaK 3 i think.. ?
Hmmz. hahas
ate at subway den played cheat.
xD retarded maxx mann
Stella's expression when she saw the cards damn funny :X
shaokiat, Ngo, Germaine left den left 4 of us...
cheat till i lost >< gah
Magic trick also? hahas
Felt real jacked when they talked about trick questions.
Wad black magic yellow magic
denden No.s, I like/dun like
Argh! i felt so slow for the first time x.x
den all of us took bus to sch and went homeee

Overall quite fun ba??
both days with ppl im not too close with
think making new friends at a time like this is great! (:
should go out with more random ppl which i dno? lols
haha! ><
and recently been addicted to Avril Lavigne's songs
lol i think she's the best female artist lo! haha
lalala in quite a good mood now (:
2mro camp final planning
thurs match..
fri.. sth on i think?
and sat's the beginning of camp! (:
all the way til mon!
Bday on Sunday! :DD
cant wait! :D OR maybe.. ><
Wenhui u betta go fulfil ur promise ah!! hahas
hope i'll make it through camp? lol
maybe gna update after it bah?
hmmz and for now
tata

Billions of Bilious Blue Blistering Barnacles!
Technocrat! Ten thousand thundering typhoons!
ARGH!
Tintin woo! haha

2009-11-19T14:19:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin... kinda grew tired of the first 1.. lol
FINALLY! ONE day i can finally relax and "enjoy" the hols? ;o
the other days been busy and all.. go schh GAH!
lesee.. recently..
shooting comp. :XXX
BANG BANG FUN! ><
Match vs springfield? FUN as well? lol
err yea sth lidat ba? ><
cant rmb de rest le gahh
hmm alot of ... unexpected things happen? ;XX
hmmmm 2mro going to go soccer again i think?
now raining shiok shiok wan sleep >< haha
has been raining like everyday lo! siaannn + shiokkk
oh oh and the shooting dat time
major thing happened sia
some students wanted to smuggled rounds outta the camp den got caught... suay max sia ><
more or less been busy...? ><
and have not did chem yet.. :XX

on a lighter note, next sun is a day to rmb yoo!! *HINT HINT*
:DD peace outtaaaaaaaaa

Not 1 day has passed that i haven't thought about it.

2009-11-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

From Betty's blog? o.o
awesome song yo! (:

All To Myself lyrics

I don't patronize
I realize I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep
And I am wide-awake this habit is always so hard to break
I don't want to be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time (I'm killing time), and time's killing you every way that I do

Did you say:
"Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun
Feel like the only one i just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It's not enough (It's not enough) it's never enough
And I wish I could breath without it getting stuck
Can't focus it (Can't focus it) but I try it over and over again

Did you say
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Did you say
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Na na, na na, na. (x4)

(Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like...)

Did you say
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I can't stay with someone else
I'll try and suck it up
I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself

Did you say
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Na-na na-na na!

2009-11-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

hmm haven't update dis blog for a long time lol~~
2 more days will be Project serve le.. finally 1 major thing over
next would be Shooting Comp. den EOY CAMP b4 finally free.... GAH
1 month of break only i guess? ><

Today... was a stressful, pissing off-ed, scrwed up day but at least the news at the end of the day certainly cheered me up a lil?

Early in the morning wake up go shen siong buy colgate for chem... den rush to school do experiment..
now dno where my colgate gone to le!! gah! 1.55... i paid 2 bucks she returned me 55 cents.. realised it only when rushing to sch.. so yea :X
after that was.. EL
did the compo.. BORING SIAAA :/
break. did the chem thing again.. took out the egg
physics
break
chem

Pissed off thing #1 : I prepared the whole god damn experiment myself and probably would do the whole thing by myself without Aaron Yan's help.. like wtf man...
in the end the whole thing was a screw up i guess cause no time to finish dissolving it? Aggravated by the fact of richmond's pure and utter dumbness and retard-ness... SHANNON! HOW COULD U LOSE YOUR POST TO HIM?! -.-

break

Proj serve Briefing... now miss chen changed the grp... fking dunwan to talk about it
Pissed off thing #2.

shooting afterwards... same same
got the news that i was Part C shooting competitor.. live range! (:
brightened up my day slightly?
if i was reserve i would definitely be freaking pissed right now but im just pissed off now. FUCK
Chee Wai's shooting Comp. reserve 3 years running for NCC SEA while Teck Wee's is reserve for 3 years for the landers
go figure -.-

Still got a whole chunk of e maths hmw untouched... GAHH! life stinks -.-
so much for the hols...
2mro's last day of school i guess? :o
anyone up to catch Poker King or Paranormal Activity?! :D

my patience's wearing thin.

2009-11-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

Theory Of A Deadman - Not Meant To Be

A good song yoo! (:
these few days have definitely been real busy ><
but fun as well? haha :D
no time update though afta exams le lol
lazy update as well~ seems to be rotting away soon haha
deadeadead
jz a quick one to show im not dead ~ woo
though lunch and dinner both macs might kill me ><
feel like sucha pig hahaa

for some reasons some song lyrics are just stuck in my head?! :OO
and of cuz the BLG craze!! lol :DD

Shinedown- Second Chance

Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best i can
To make them realise, this is my life
I hope they understand

and and recently my blogsong

Its like one step forward and two steps back,

lolol weird ><
next few days hectic argh!
Proj serve planning and camp... + school ahhh
so much for the hols ><

life's like the bus, i guess walking is the best thing to do (:

2009-10-17T00:51:00.003+08:00

Exams finished last Tuesday... like finally.
screwed up A maths big time man >< gahh
After school went.... MP soccer,
Wednesday camp at home Dota,
Dunno why at night couldn't sleep, in the end slept at 5+ and woke up at 9.30?
Thursday went to make IC... waste my time~~
Then went 2E cage vs St. Pats.
siann was damn tired lo... scored twice anyways; i think there were some videos with HZ?
Friday woke at 630 den went macs eat and all...
bought coffee and forgot that adding cream does no sweeten your drink ><
finally realize forgot put sugar... ah genius.
went eunos mrt and all...
actuall very fast lo
8-930
they say end at 12 somore -.- crazy
maybe cause our blocks were all 4, 12 storey mansions? somore some take up 2 storeys...
quite big man~~
gave out flyers and all... den went PP eat before heading for school to slack.
Had training.... fun with Sec 4s :XX shhh
(if miss chen were to see this, it was cause we were taking a break (: )
games was fun, i think i shouted more then then in training.
just love to shout aimlessly playing the Gk... :D
hmm and todays Deepavali? so well Happy deepavali people~~
sian dota-ed draft and IH and nights nowadays, and im starting to get sick of dota again... ;/

hmm i think i feel psycho at times~
like.. sometimes i feel in a real WTF-ish idgaf kinda mood, only to regret it later?
but seriously cant be bothered nowadays laa
2mro train swimming again den guitar...
sun tuition
mon BDC final test le... hai i think i just go see can go pass anot first ba
at most i miss camp + HK trip + my birthday only ><
nth much yea? hmm
fuck it lao dian you zai shua wo le..
life can be so ironical at times,
i'm sick and tired of playing as one of fate's/god's/wadeva's puppets le
I'll do whatever and anything which pleases me so you can all go to hell~~ woo
who cares what people things anymore man~ gah
i think i shall open up a private blog again to rant all this shit.. but im scared that..
I'll always keep the promises i make.

its 115 and i think i gotta crash now.
maybe shall continue to rant 2mro on a priv blog or maybe not.
Hmm the theory Miss Chen told NGO who told me doesnt seem to work that well.. lols

byee

2009-10-11T17:40:00.004+08:00

TWO MORE DAYS TO END OF EOY~~
prances around~.~
Gahh so far screwed up A maths Paper

(At this point a flock of about 6-7 birds flew to my balcony and started chirping randomly! SCARED the crap outta me man i thought whud ><)

but there's tues to make up for it!
i think 20 marks gone le lo ><
sian :S 2mro chem e maths must score!!! gna mug again soon~~
a maths and CL on tues before its finally all over~~~ weeeeeeeee
omg planned so many things to do when eoy is over >< gahh cant wait :O
but meanwhile! STUDY!
cant get LCM and HCF for awhile dere and the union intercept crap ><
ahhh forgot sec 2 work lee!!
hope 2mro come out also very lil only ><
hmm now state my L1R5 aim... <16!

A1: Chem & E maths
A2: A maths
B3: Geog Elect
B4: EL & CL & Physics

Mainly cause i didn't really study physics ><
maybe geog and physics should swap places.. but hecks either or man! ><

Cut my hair today! once again its short like last time~~
prefer it being damn short cause more cooling... :D
and and

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARAH! :))
PS DIDNT POST ON THE DAY ITSELF XP
BFFL!! ;)
HOPE U LIKE ... XP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUN SHAWN! :DD
MY LONGEST FRIEND TIL DATE! ><
ALL THE BESTT~~ (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNOR!! :D
DON'T PEIRCE ME WITH YOUR HORNS AH!
WEE HENG'S BEST FRIEND EH? ;X

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY NEHE!! ;DD
2D FTW! ;X
L1R5 BELOW 10 OR STH AH DIS TIME! (:

heh well dats abt it!
back to the books ><

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE~~~
approx. 36 more hours!!! :DD
jyjy!

2009-09-28T18:33:00.003+08:00

yo! eoy dis fri! ahh!!
im suppose to do the 3 e maths papers and a maths papers now.. but too sian ahhh! ><
mugged mugged mugged during the weekends sia ><
must get <16 for L1R5!! ><
hmm though i feel weird now..
all funny inside... yaa...
dunno why also....
i'll put it in a few song words. :/

Everlasting Love; Big Girls Don't Cry; Second Chance; That's Why You Go Away;

i do take notice k... but it was not meant to be ;/
ah put it all down and keep walking (:

tsk i'm sick and tired of life -.-
even the fact i got full marks for my e maths test doesn't cheer me up one bit -.-
just wanna concentrate and get through eoy den say
who cares whud ppl think about me :X

oh n jz found out...
Ncc camp pushed to 28-30 dec le
so well maybe cannot go concert :/
but we'll still try to push it back ;O
toodles ><

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
P/S: I just realise i have a HUGE problem :/

2009-09-16T17:53:00.004+08:00

hai today was a tiring day... NOT! :D
hmm woke up at 6!! ;OOO 1 hour earlier den normal :/
walked to payalebar den mrt-ed to yishun for medical checkup for diving.
hmm hakjin was late -.-
lalala missed sch :X
today slack too anyways haha
went to sembawang camp medical centre
must take temp outside sia...
at first use the gun he say i over 37.5...
so use normal thermometer
i see it went up til 37.4 damn scared sia!
come all the way here kena sent home can die de lo!
lucky it stopped dere haha ;X
there were 29 ppl?
and queued up and all..
den go in for blood test
knn man the guy take me noob or whud
he go poke into my left hand den suck blood out into 3 tubes
not really pain but when he put in got a puddle of blood ooze out and started to go all over :O
i stared at him and he stared back....
he said.. sorry and wiped it.. -.-
GOSH all you can say eh?
den suck dat time no blood come out -.-
he keep poke in and out nth... goddamit :/
when finally go blood go into the tube, abit only
after damn long finish liao he take out the needle..
looked at the tubes and was like... hmm not enough blood sia.
he took out 3 more bottles and disposed the first 3..
O.O man
now go left hand take
wlao cheat my blood
that blood can use sell de lo! ;x so wasteful! :@
so i kena 2 while the rest 1 -.-
got this guy got 3 jabs.. must be my doc.
den 1 more poke in blood ooze all over the table
gross ttm man
hmm den go another room wait...
alot of the time waiting lo!
took mass and height....
2 ear test..
eye test
lung test
colour blind test
blood preasure
body fat test (yes got such thing)
another lung test
x ray
alot shit luh :X
and found out that only 13.7% of my mass are fats...
normal is 20-25 sia... ><
ah well :X
alot la!
but passed anyways! wooo
den see doc to certify go chamber test....
shi rong go some heart beat murmur or sth den deemed unfit sia :/
so left 4 ><
alvis hak jin ashiq and me..
ah well chamber was fun :D
at first like aeroplane lidat the ear must keep poping
den when pressure go down damn shiok very cold got steam all around de haha
very fun hehs :X
so qualified for the last and final test.... swim
damn sad lo shirong
out of us 5 he has the most potential and can swim the best de lo
now gone le jialat :X
must start swimming soon :X

dats all
fun day at sch anot ah? hehs :D
byeee

p/s: i think i saw wingshan and huiling just now on the mrt o.0

noone could ever replace you.

2009-09-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm hols has been...... .
ah well lesseee

monday had chem.. den went out with weeheng john xuanhao pude derick to PP eat and cycle at ecp.
who knew u could do all that with 5 bux :X (thanks derick! ;O)
oh and "crashed?" huixun and hakim bday "party?"
ah well. hehs
hillary after that was in one word BORING.
late though :X and the whole seeto controversy hahas xD
hmm went eat prata b4 dat and late again :X haha
lols who cares its boring anyways -.-
hmm tk came in 4th i think? ah well gj (:

tuesday..
did SS proj,
interviewed and all
think it's gna be quite screwed :/ ah well what do i know
wait macs... den klp... lalala sian
went home celebrate sis bday
Happy birthday sis!
Happy birthday huixun!
Happy birthday hakim!
tsk so mani ppl's bday on one day..
oh and hope u like my present! ;xx
argh well~ siansiansian
weds.... cant rmb?
thurs stayed at home i think?
fri did quiz... 8 for e 9 for a
today went comec? comac?
renewed plan, 2 more new laptops, bla bla
almost had my lg crystal!! ;OOOO
but dad say go other place see first..
dammit :/
hmm 2mro most likely attending cous's bday
which was on 9/9/9
OH btws
9/9/9 COOL DAY CAN
oh significant to me cuz :/
you know why. :/ haha
so yeap more or less busy ><
so miss chen if u're reading dis
ignore whud i did on thurs n fri
i had no time for hmw (:
lessee whud i yet to do...
ok whud i did is easier...
err
Online quiz
SS
Chem
dats abt it (:
anyone can tell me whud other hmw is there?
dats abt it

cant really care about things no more so well.

to you, i decided. and well im _____
:/

things change, people change, i change, you change, thinking change
why do i care
the world's a funny place and constantly changing. tsk screwit.

and awesome job at free hugs campaign! couldn't do it if i were u hahax :X

2009-09-04T04:10:00.001+08:00

!!! Its 4 am ++ now ;OO !!!
hmm so i guess today's the last offcial day of school? o.0
then school hols!!
for some reason i just can't sleep ;(
sians :o
been.... real weird these few days :/
alotta things on my mind yo :s
haix lols
maybe just going to go super emo all the way till eoy... hmm
just feel like escaping from or the superficial nonsense of life :O
goddammit feel like escaping from the world -.-
fugs :/

Don't talk to me.
On hiatus... just like everyone else.

2009-08-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

HEH! sians
got back a few results.. :/
dunno to be happy or sad ><
tsk A maths A1 30/40.. just made it lols ><
27+3 :X
den chem.. haii
got C laa...
walao my chem always A de lo!! fugs
even chee says she expected none less than an A lo.. WALLAOOO
these weeks i go mug chem le la! dammit
tsktsktsktsktsktsk ANNOYED!
DAMNNN i wan go chem remedial!! most prob in already anyways?
heh anyways yea 3 subs so far.. A1 A2 CX ...... TSK
heh slightly cheered by a letter from santa though (:
heh two months... i'll make it one month! :O
thanks anyways! (:
oh and for the small small "thing"! EVERYTHING'S SIGNIFICANT K!
heh well yea
now feel like mugging all over again..
regrets... tsk!
rwarRr
trng on sat was well oh fine~ did... ZERO push up.. hai :X
den IMT...
sun IMT...
BBQ at night at mum's friend's place for their bday... todayyy~ hai ><
rwarR
I WAN GET A1 FOR CHEM AGAINNNN!! rwaRRRRRRRRRR

*runs to corner and starts slashing*

heh tsk spoilt my day knowing about it siaa~~~
lucky A maths not bad..
hopefully E maths too :S ah well~
ciaoz! (:

OHOHOHOHOH AND ANOTHER SOMEWHAT GOOD NEWS! :DDDD
I QUIT!/GOT KICKED OUT/FIRED MYSELF/JUST QUIT LAAA THE APC~~~ WWOOOOOOOOOOOO
MEANS IM NOT PERFORMING ON CHERS DAY (: CHHEEEERRRSS! :DD
heh JOEL THE IMBA too my spot :DD
ALL THE BEST!! :D

xDD i'll make sure to prepare the eggs next week :D hahaa
heh well dats all folks!

We should cherish each and every day and give all our best on that day, no matter where life takes us.

2009-08-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yo! CTs are OVER! ;DDD
Just 6 more weeks to EOY! wooo! -.-
hmm hopefully i did ok? :X
screwed up geog big time.. ><
sian just hope can achieve my goal :X
got back one paper!
chinese..35.5/50
A2.. haii wanted A1 :X
hahas 8/10 for section one and 20/20 for section two!
failed for compre >< sian! hahas
Please please the rest did as good :X
no confidence cause.. :X hahas
hmm week was fine.. ytd went cage.. today watched the proposal...
yeap more or less ok? ><
heh 2mro first official taking over yo! :D hahas
IMT tomorrow also... monday too... hahas
den the performance thing.. ><
tsktsk sian
my phone on pms sia!
happy happy can work, not happy cannot press a single button... rwarR
ohoh and for those peeps who don't know.. hehe i got a psp! rwarR finally -.-
sheesh
heh a lil short? :X
lols wanted post one long one but forgot what to post le :X
hmm maybe next time? lols

BYEE! WOO! all the best for everone's CTs!!!!
BUT OF CUZ HOPEFULLY MINE BEST! lols ><

2009-08-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

short update before i actually go mug -.-
wanted to start ytd but my dad bought a psp so well yea..
overslept dis morning and missed physics :X
only when i went out for lunch and drive pass the school then i remembered..
went swimming too!
did that 25m in 1 breadth once again ;) man i rock! LOL ego.. ><
heh i think i caught a cold ><
lazy studyyyy!! but gonna anyways!
hehh thats about it!
updated~ ;x
oh and xia dao xiao is darn right hilarious xD
byee!

JACKASS.

2009-08-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

yo! hahas hmm these few days are BORING~~~
or maybe not..
hmm last sat went out again...
went to vivo to catch UP! but ended up watching GI JOE cause no tix..
hahas okok movie la.. but for $10... haii
hmm met JJ chongwei sarah wenhui evelyn at tkg bus stop and bus-ed all the way there~~
met a korean couple on the bus and well talked abit? lol!
reach liao met philip and nehe... bought tickets then go Food Republic eat...
slacked around for the movie to start.. yeayea then weeheng yuhang joelle came a lil later den go watch!
soso baa lol
den went back~ lala

sunday spent slacking at homee..
went out to eat though! lol
monday... went to JAM!
fk la i dunwan bcme bassist!! ;oo
share share k josh!
oh and here's a lil secret, we gna perform on cher's day! ;D
hopefully? heh details still unclear but yea maybe! xp
tuesday boringg~~~
and so is todayyy
oh and i got 23/25
the "method" works yo! ;XXX
and 27/40 for chem -.-
so much for the "method" eh?
hahas
oh and 7/13 for ss... lala ><
yea today.. :X did sth bad but shall not say cuz miss chen maybe will read.. :X
ah well byee!
OH &
HAIIII my phone GG-fied man..
friday whole thing crash...
den sunday can again! ;D
den monday cannot le.. SIAN i WANNA NEW PHONE!
the phone wenhui & shannon mentioned looks quite cool...
I WANT THAT! lol
ah siaann
and ps for those who sms mee~~` my phone cannot press any buttons... hai..
BUT can ans calls! woo! -.-

i find i'm a got lamer..
damn~
all your fault..

FUCK LA! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU! -.-

2009-08-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

OH DAMMIT! how could i forget..
BETTY'S LEAVING TOMORROW!!!!! ;OOOOOO
AH WELL BYEE BETTYY!!!!!
HOPEFULLY WILL GO TOMORROW ;X
I HAVEN WRITE THE CARD THINGG!!! ><
2MRO 2MRO!!!!
;S
BB BETYY!! WILL MISS YAA~~~

2009-08-07T22:17:00.001+08:00

YO!
hahas ndp today..
march in was fun :D
like last year hahas
den dance part was fun too xDD
but i think best part was when all spam chiong in sing song ><
damn fun lo!!! xDD
like that kinda bonded-togetherness-all-as-one-cohesive-friendship feeling
hahas words cant describe when you just go OUT there and have fun (:
hehe was in a great mood :DD best part of today i think
den after dat marching song etcc~~
adam ryan dancing.. hahas funn!!
didnt expect it to be so fun lo xp
hmm den after dat change and waited for sarah & joelle
but in the end left w/o them lols
jj, nehe, philip left on one bus~
wenhui evelyn chong n me left on the other
sarah joelle wee heng johnathan shannon yu hang on the other..
hahas dno why never take same bus..
hmm den reached...
hai dun wish to elaborate...
in the end never watch movie -.-
den pangsehed... :XXXX
lalalaa go ~~~~~~
wanted to ~~~ ~~~~
but yala slack arnd den went back?
quite fun though :D haha
super DC hero! :OO
hahas cool (:
oh and that carefour guy
damn kp
OH OH and i got pissed today -.- wow~
i think i cant stay pissed at something for very long...
ah well bb

LETS END DIS WITH SOMETHING COOL.....
(or maybe a lil random)
its some screwed up quiz from facebook...
some random mental guy with no life must've came up with this...
but ah well was in a kinda good mood? o.o

jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
I'M SUPERMAN
lWINGl says:
IM BATMAN!
oh sheesh >< lame
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
ohmygosh i heard about your fish
lWINGl says:
really?
yea your blardy cat ate it
luckily my dog chase it up a tree (:
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
you and me are best friends right
lWINGl says:
o.o
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
okay so can i tell you something
lWINGl says:
sure (:
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
I'M ON DRUGS
lWINGl says:
oh.
crap.
so am i :X
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
DID YOU JUST LIE TO ME
lWINGl says:
are u serious? -.-
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
HOW COULD YOUUU
lWINGl says:
wad
is
wrong
with
you. ;x
hai go ur bathroom now
slap urself 3 times
go drown urself for 10 s
den slap 3 more times
den talk to me
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
i love you.
lWINGl says:
aw
i love u too
jamiejamiejamie is a phone-deprived little shit. says:
I LOST AN EYEBALL D:
lWINGl says:
i lost 2 eyeballs

sheesh someone tell me why am i still talking to her -.-

2009-08-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

YO! lol ndp... SIAN MAX
was pissed and wanted spam lots of hate hear... but xiao qi le...
i think i don't get pissed too often enough....
should be more short-tempered man! rwarR
shall start with NDP
WALAN EH! cb
make us stand in the sun so long...
fluck la! muz as well kayaking -.-
den dey in the shade dere talk talk... zzz
then ending besT! -.-
RUN out sia! :O -.-
flucking no class at all lo
must shout and cheer somore -.-
YOU WONT SEE ME DO SHIT ON THAT DAY MAN!! ;OO
quite embarrassing sia run.. in NO. 3 somore
DUCK why no GOH contingent...
though i maybe not inside but 2 consecutive time landers ZZZ
SIAN LA
heh club house is cool...
I LOVE BEING A SENIOR!
though it makes me feel so old...
and so... very old..
I WAN BE SEC 1 & 2!!!
how contradicting... ah.

oh chem test.. was :S ok?
after that..
walan chee go call me shut up..
FLUCK i asked her politely can go out cuz got NDP wad!
rawrR
then in the end she go scold those who cheated..
tsk tsk tsk..
hai dao wo indirectly...
rwarR
so yeap thats about today's mundane day...
ytd... MONDAY. SIAN.
2mro weds! rOCk! :OO
SS test.. >< hahax

and wow 43 ppl online on fb..
and its just a tuesday o.o
lol

Mirror mirror on the wall please tell me who's the bitch-iest of them all? :O
LOL! ;x

bbbbbbbbbbbbb

2009-08-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

heh part C ps (:
yay man! wooo hahax
this few days have been fun :D
spending last few times as a platoon :X
hai...
cheer up chern yue you'll still be the CSM in my heart! xDD
lols darren csm siaa
wad a shocker!
alot of surprises but yea! hehs
ytd slacked alottttt
today also :X
dammit only did 4 q of e maths... dats all the hmw right? o.0
ah well..
oh and ytd night..
GODDAMMIT! slipped out :X
MIRROR IS MIRROR I KNOW PLEASE! ;O
lols ahahax ><
ah well dats about it..

And something, somewheres got to give

you're sucha annoying nuisance can!
sheesh dun make me hate you all over again -.-

2009-07-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm like very long never post le.. ahaha ><
sian lazy try to rmb wad happend but i'll try my best! :O
sat.. orienteering training! hmm my group was quite ok... but in the end part a/b got screwed.. lols
hahax marching sing song that time best! xD
dance should remember us fondly :D or maybe just adam and ryan hahax!
Sunday tuition... den at night went out eat with dad celebrate bday.. hahax
monday... cant rmb :S but know was damn sian x.x
tuesday .. about same as mon?
weds.. HOC rehersal.. -.- waste of timeee! :X
the talk after that was fun xD johnathan.. LOL
today! CL was... hai.. fk just change the damn cher can!
physics.. usual.. :X
PE ... for some reason i dun like PE with 3f
english... sian :S
geog usual..
a maths lecture was KILLER!
MEGA MUNDANE!!
teach the equation of circle
wan fall asleep can! :O
walan i was like dozing on and off cuz mr tan was walking around..
den all of a sudden i see the screen so mani alphabet le -.-
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ!
@.@ for the first time dun understand a shit that __ is talking about sia!
maths somore.. tsk.
she give example den i understand -.-
actually quite easy.. but she make until so complicated -.-
siann lols
soccer den oral!
oral overall quite easy siaa
picture i go say the people are cheering for Indonesia
cuz got 1 guy only got 2 colours on his face
so i assumed is red and white
ah well :X
den conversation was ok though i think screwed up :S
ask 2 main questions nia...
i go talk alot of kock sia
say wad join football match outside school and was losing... blah blahhh
it was damn fake and i think she knows..i was like
"when the second half started, we tried our best but*pause* ( wanted to say "but still lost in the end" but to make more interesting..)and manage to score back a goal."
then i can see her smiling lo!
that miss lian :S
lols but still passable ba.. confirm! :D
though maybe not dat high. ><
our batch considered very easy actually.. den went video world with JJ and Chong Wei..
eat chit chat..
alot to talk about siaa but in the end going to 7 zao..
oh and walking back pass tkg the gate
got one uncle talk to me -.-

Uncle: Eh boy! How are you?!
Me: (lazy speak) *gives thumbs up sign and mumbles fine*
Uncle: Well bye! *waves*
Me: Byee! *waves back*

-.- super random + lame...
go a feeling this post is damn lame too
but ah what the heck.
2mro ndp rehearsal! + cl oral -.-
SIAN dudwan take sia..
tsk hai sat HOC... FINALLY!
den 1 week cca stand-down -.-
dun get the point but yea.
hopefully i part C main :X lols.

Byee. study study study!
CT coming yo! :D

study buddy where are you! :O

2009-07-26T00:16:00.001+08:00

happy birthday daddy! (:

hmm today was fun..
ncc sea..

ah well

i've decided.

2009-07-22T17:57:00.005+08:00

hmm anyways yea blogger still seem wierd :S
lols today was funn!! :DD
i think weds most shiok lo!
CL lesson was listening music at the back the whole time...
CE go lab slack 2 period of com.. :D
TAI TI YOOO! lols
and pokerrr!lol
oh and shafiq and andrew... >< hiax chill yo!
i mean relax :)
hahax den 1 period of ss...
realised ss = super slack. -.-
anyways den recess ! :O
got the flag thingy!! hahax
then slack around before going to music room for chinese martial arts...
lols desmond and vanessa were the only 2 there presenting -.-
LOL den they were talking to zhixian... : eh boy! do wrong le
LOL BOY siaa! like the age difference and height difference xD
anyways yeaa his eyes is seriously uber small man
but yea at least air-con (:
den video world eat.. before going gelang serai play badminton with betty shannon ivan chongwei oscar and me.
lols funn >< damn funny siaa hahax
after dat LC finish le JJ they all came..
den we play 6v6 with juniors bball... hahax funn
after dat against sec 4s + outside sch de siaa!!
tio pwned upside down man against those sec 4s..!
hahax but go score k! (:
hmm 1/2 way got this guy Joel came our team
wa damn big size, tall & pro can
totally opp. from the Joel T xD
anyways yeap funn... lol!
scored 1 3 pointer chop can! thx thx :DD
agreed we should stick with soccer -.-
those who played were... me weeheng JJ chongwei josh johnathan derick ryanM
see play soccer own le lo.. ahahax!
alot ppl were dere also la... so yeap. hahax good day.
came back 5++ ><
yeaa lols..

OHOH and ytd night...
walan found out TKG alot les sia....
and SOME ppl very sick de worr.... ><
haiya tsk tsk no presents! :O

tired ><
my middle finger just now play bball pain sia... haha
hard bend it ><
hmm... oh and one more time!
2nd SGT YOOOOOO :P
must spam this before some ppl promote to 2nd SGT/1st SGT... LOL
yeaa and my blog not vulgar can!
scold people dun use vulgar must as well dun scold right! hahax jkjk
peace yo (:

on a random note today got solar eclipse siaa...
wad kian tong said is true... our this life lucky can see both solar n lunar eclipse...
though i didnt see both -.-
but yea once every few hundred years.. lucky ba? Lols!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONGWEI!! :DD
SAD SHORT ONE TICKET ><
I TRY GET U A BOTTLE EH? HAHAX

2009-07-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

YO! for some reason the blogger box thing im typing in is freaking small while there's damn alot of space around...

anyways...chem test...
fk forgot put the whole damn zinc into the equation..
2H+ --> H2 -.-
SIAN!!! paper quite diff according to others... but if study i think i can score ><
hmm OH and 2nd SGT rank YOOOOOO :PPP
high-est rank in class now wooo!
hai kan bu qi wo la! ;p
lols these few days very busy o.o
shooting and all....
lessons are BORING! ;OOOOO
monday 4 periods chem -.-
then tuesday.. SIANNNN
luckily 2mro weds fun (:
slack yooo end sch early somore :O
OHH and nehe fainted or sth liddat ><
scaryyyy ><
oh and on monday 4 lesson chem..
last last week she say will give break..
then in the end break was like 5 mins after her lesson ended? o.0
mr tan next lesson somore -.-
SIAN LA! cheat our feelings xp
heh end here -.- 2mro den post again.. ;x byee ><

2009-07-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

walao dipshit! lols

fuck la weeheng is farking retard can!
NEVER ever trust him with anything esp. a secret cause he'll just tell another person for 100k of mousehunt gold. fuck la what's so nice about dat fked up game anyways sia horn horn waste your life + time nia, only loser go play can -.- and yes though i play but i horn 2-3 times damn sian le lo! waste my fking time nia. those who play damn loser max can -.-

ANYWAYS!
dat dick sold my secret
fk i tot could trust him sia!
how i was blardy wrong -.-
and the person he told told mostly the rest so yea.. screwed sia me(:
rwarR goddamnsonofabtich -.-

(ps my vulgar, crude and rudeness but yea best post this to remind myself never to trust him again and before i forget about this and forgive him.)

PEACE NOT!
WATHENABEI MAX

2009-07-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

Tuesdays! with morrie! -.-
hmm school was... weird? :S
Betty migrating to canada!! ;O
actually JJ told me le but i tot was joking ><
damn my ex-kayaking buddy! ;O!!
now no one call me weiling no more.. LOL
hmm just realise our class girls very bonded siaa
:/ hiax! lols
anyways! ><
spent the whole of physics at dentist there...
cuz got like 5 ppl in front of me?
paul brian shafiq n 2 lower sec ppl? lols
spent the time playing handphone games!
what do you know! shafiq send me de game can play :D
lol den my turn the dentist say my teeth go hole -.-
and is somore at the side one siaa!
then she go use the sharp sharp thing poke poke poke the whole show me
walan pain sia >< like trying pluck out my teeth de
then show me liddat scary sia
like they whole there was O.O
anyways she filled it up and put sth called chlorine? chloride or sth? on my teeth
say to make it not so sensitive or sth? o.0
anyways yea den go back class...
found out i got 25/30 for chem! wooooo!!!
highest in class yo! :D
but 2 careless mistakes -.-
1 for got put 2- for CO3
den the other one forgot put units...
ZZZZ ><
but nvm! jyjy me! :O lol
hmm some point alont the day got alot of people go draw on betty's hand? o.o
like tatoo liddat siaa
then 1/2 of the class? follow her down to canteen to "song" ta zhou... ><
lolss sadded.
kian tong cried sia! :O no one to call him act cute le xDDDD
jkjk la xD
dun kill me please :X
hahas but yea
liddat 3F would be 1 short.. esp a girl!
shit now like 2D 7 girls only..
fated to join a class with 7 girls only baa lol! ><
tsk tsk.. 3F may not be as bad as it seems? o.0 lol
or maybe not.
:/
OH and alot of band kena quarantine siaa!!
started with DM! :O
then now so many kena le ><
3H whole class quarantine..
hope whole of sec 3s no need go sch :D
hopefully hahas ><
anyways yea...

GOODBYEE!
GOODBYEE BETTY! 3F WILL MISS YOU!

i think i'm too random sometimes...
but i do give warning! :O
i think? lol ><

2009-07-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

Every Avenue - Where were you

Home for the weekend,
Looking for a good time;
Of all the numbers you end up calling mine.
Ready or not , I think I’ll give this a shot.
I should know better than to
Give her what she wants.
I picked her up and she was three-forths gone.
She passed out before we even got to talk.
All I want to know is:

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.

Back to where we left off, baby.
“How you been and what’s been new with you lately?”
Just forget it, it’s the same old runaround.
You build me up just to let me down.

Down.

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.

Just forget it, it’s the same old runaround.
Just forget it, just forget it.
Just forget it, it’s the same old runaround.
Just forget it, just forget it.

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.
I don't understand

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.

Home for the weekend,
Looking for a good time.

2009-07-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

yo!!! hahas 2mro school starts once again..
another mundane week to look forward to ><
sian :S i wanna change place! cause apparently my head is blocking betty -.-
and _ rwarR
hmm ytd!
after much discussing on the night before... the cage was canceled as no slot.. ah well! slept till 1130.
met junpeng at bras besah buy chem project stuff :X
suppose to meet himmat there but he ended up somewhere at somerset o.o
so i taught him how to walk to somerset MRT take to kallang where we met him....
took bus to KLP to meet Daren to do the work where he was bowling with some ppl from the class...
in the end never do anything -.- junpeng brought home go do..
sian go there for nothing so watched Ice Age 3 with
Elgin, Lorentz, Betty, Kristal, Himmat & Jun Peng.
only after much persuation >< lols!
cause someone told me it was $6... LOL in the end.. :S haha
watched in the end.. funny siaa! xD
esp the part :
It's a boy!
That's its tail
It's a girl!
xDD Laughed at that even after the movie :X
After that went arcane... where i was scammed of 50 cents by the Bball machine! rwaRR
haha Junpeng owes kristal 1 green tea ><
played the "Anyhow Smack Machine" AKA, ASM with betty and Lorentz
xDD ASM means alot siaa!!
yea somehow owned them! :P
so yeap went home after that..
wa going home that time super suay!
Kristal and Junpeng went to a different bus-stop together so left himmat me betty and lorentz/elgin.
den himmat left to go his cousin house...
just then the rest's bus came so i was left alone ><
so caught up with himmat to walk to the other bus stop with more bus..
was caught up he stared and me and said WTH?
cause the bus 16 just came and left when i reached him...
dammit sia i just passed the bus-stop 1 min ago somore lehh!!
if i stayed there..
rwarR
anyways walked to the other bus stop and went home anyways..
hahas
ok quite a fun day (:
thought someone claims i seemed forced ><
hiaz wingling... WTH??

...here it goes once again like a yo-yo..
YO! ><

2009-07-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

ah today... :D
after sch was fun eh? xD
lalala if i say dis most prob alot ppl will die xD
ok...erm yea dats abt it! :O
short day! though mr wee said it was a long day -.-
hmm posts are getting shorter and shorter...
gna post one long 1 soon? lols but nt noww
lol 2mro is gna be a busy dayyy
oh and the el final deadline is mon so whoopee! :o
the band 98 degrees rocks siaa!! their songs all damn nice :D
nxt time den change baaaa~~~
and the song Lemon Tree is stuck in my head ><

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky~~~
And all that i can see is the yellow lemon tree~

lol!~

bored :S
should i go back maple? LOL
audi stinks ><
so OMFG hard!! ;OOOO

bb

:/ some resentment is still left behind.

2009-07-09T18:55:00.001+08:00

SHITTTTTTT!!!! I LEFT MY FILE WITH SARAH'S ENGLISH SUMMARY IN IT WHICH I WANTED TO REFER TO... CRAP! ><"

2009-07-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

was gna type a long long post .. but NAH! lols
chnge blogsong again! :O
sounds so oldies sia this song
and omg my tagbox seemed to only have huixun tagging -.-
freak wad a loner

____
__ ____ ___ ___ ___ _ ____
______ ____ _ ___'_ ___ _______

Go figure. -.-

2009-07-05T01:34:00.001+08:00

Lols! its 2am right now and i cant sleeeppp :s
haha>< 2mro tuition die
byee maybe gna try sleep again o.o

MEGACUBE! LOL!!!

Ironical it is.
simply contradicting.

2009-07-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

wow its my 150th post! :O
thats like so little for like slightly less than two years of blogging? :X
hahax!
hmm update..
honestly cant remember... much :X
just happy happy happy! high high high!
hmm maybe 1 or 2 sentences for each day? :D

monday... monday blues!! dunwan rmb :X
tuesday... a maths was fun fun fun!
wednesday.. sprained weeheng's foot during soccer! ;X
thurs... videoworld??
lol?
friday... was short!
1240 end with no lessons afta wards! :D
intended to camp at soccer court but lost the first match to...
3G!!!!!! :OOOOO
my face dno put where le... ><
aiya den lazy camp under 1 o'clock sun so go video world eat...
den bus-ed to lan -.-
in the end no space so walked to katong dere...
den dere need home tee.. so walk all the way back...
bought bubble tea and chit chat -.-
landers... dammit! i need surround myself with sea-ers..
went back sch wanted play soccer.. but in the end never..
sat at podium and talked with chern yue darren and jay...
sian diao dis few days heard alot of disappointing news about ncc sea..
SIAN LAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BUT!
heard some other news before dat! :DD
hope he is telling the truth yo? ><
(:
heehee peepee
2mro got chem T.T
but i wan go orientering planning !!! :OOO
i wan spend the last few times as a non-instuctor with my platoon mates!!
dammit nver treasure times... ><
ah well! should i ponn? :O lols ><

there updated! :P
oh and maybe i going back audi!!! :O
cuz of someone...
LOLs!!! life's boring :(

but thinking that all your life's the same way
makes me feel all happy again :D

LOLLOL!!

2009-06-26T12:20:00.004+08:00

back from land spec! haha
2nd SGT YOOOOOOOOOOO! :DD
land spec was sucha bore.
seriously waiting and waiting
den test also anyhow test.
nvm! 2nd sgt good enough :D
shall not elaborate cuz it stinks! lols
ytd 2D class outing (2)!
8 ppl went; weeheng, nikhil, pannawit, philip, shaun, nehe, yanhan and me.
yanhan booked 9 tix so 1 ticket wasted :S
watched transformers! :O
now dat i think of it, 4 ppl asked me to watch dat show o.0
2D, 3F, JJ+JH, and last night SC and co. o.0
today supposedly go watch with 3F..
oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAREN! :O
same like some ppl.... :X QUAI GAO ZHANG DA! :XX :D

lols ps didnt go today :S
if i go today, den 2mro go with sc darren dey all... GG lo watch 3 times -.-
why of all the movies wan watch, watch tgt the one with a hot ~~girl~~ guy. -.-
lols

I HAVEN'T START ON ANY OF MY HOMEWORK :DD
bet alot of ppl also the same :S
or at least hope so.
so today camp at home finish de :D
but maybe go dota also :DD
lesee...

1.English-The summary/reflection u have to do based on the booklist given.
2.A-Maths-worksheet
3.Physics-Pg 60-67 of Physics workbook.
4.Chemistry-E-learning(In a pair) ,pg 4-6 of "Material around us" chemistry workbook(do one of the 2 tasks in groups of 4)
5.SS-E-learning
6.Normal Chinese- The 5 newspaper aricle
7.E-maths-Lecture book pg 32-34 qn 1-3 on graph paper,qn 4-7 on foolscap
8.Geog-Quiz from e-learning and hw from this website http://tkss.vmmoodle.com/login/index.php
9.HeyMaths

(directly copied from class blog xD)

wish me luck! :O
oh and on the way back from land spec,
i bought mrt standard ticket,
$2.60... so i insert $4,
after awhile $4 came out,
screen there said unable to complete transaction...
but a card dropped o.0
and surprisingly can work :O
so instead of paying $1.60,
i earned $1 from the card :X
SHHHH! :DD
xD lols! 3 more days til sch reopens!!! :OO
2mro NCC SEA interview!! :OO
wish me luck!!! ><
Part C PS pleaseeeeeee!!!!
Part A sub-ps i also wont mind (:

R.I.P Michael Jackson,
Best solo musician till date yo!
sad 50 only :S
damn alot nice songs :D
haix ><><

Farrah Fawcett
also dies of cancer :S
62 ><
original charlie's angel :S
hiaxx ><><

E-O-P (:

2009-06-21T19:45:00.002+08:00

YO! it has been a FUN FILLED week :D!

Mon-Tues
AKE.
first day waited superrrr long
suppose come at 715 den start kayaking at 130. -.-
kayak from sembawang to causeway then back.
then all the way to punggol and backkk before sleep :D
on route back from causeway wanted too peeeee :X
REN REN REN until go back can!!! wa dat place very pain sia :X
lols! ><
den my wrist went sore abit also..
and it was the first day!!
i have MC til end of June leh! xp
anyways first day i wanted quit leee but in the end never...
thx to adam and john! hahas "toy guns eh" :D
slept in AUDI sia :O didnt really feel cold though. but cooling (:
next day 630 wake up makan etc den kayaked to pasir ris! :o
ate there... lols den go 1 round around pulau ubin
walan uber far siaaaaa
then along the way passed this harbour
got this group of teens asked john

Teens: Where you kayaking to?
John: Pasir Ris.
Teens: Don't lie la! so far!
John: Where else you want me kayak to?
Teens: *Don't believe* Liar Liar liar -.-

walan the round pulau ubin thing only 30km lo...
considered very little compared to the whole journey in total... -.-
than go back pasir ris...
makan....
den lucky TK was the first batch to leave for Pasir ris commando training centre.
get to bathe first :D
but suay 1/2 of us belongings lost.... in the end they realised it was still at the pasir ris park... -.-
inefficient.
hehe felt so dry clean and nice when we bathe finish :D
then other sch ppl came in... GOD they stink :XXX
xDD jkjkjkjkjk
anyways yea slept
OMG JAY was kayaking in his dreams! totally freaked me and zhu kang out man! :x
like u going sleep le den jay starts tapping ur shoulders... :S
haha anyways yea!
next day kayaked back to sembawang...
although i say like so short but actually is FREAKING FREAKING long and TIRING DE lo!!!
they told us 80km is the total straight line distance.. but we obviously never travel straight right.
must go round boats and ships... zzzz dno la but glad its OVER!!
I COMPLETED AKE :P
dey said not everyone can say that so yea! :PP
OH YA!
the AKE shirt!
goddammit man
we had to wear the same damn long sleeve shirt everyday when we kayaked!
never wash at all!
den still wet wet de from yesterday!
like YUCKS so unhygenic man!
den last day gave us 1 more shirt...
NCC SEA football jersey eh :D
think it is quite cool (:
so yea. den went back blah blah ate at kfc... WHERE I WAS SCAMMED!
GOD DAMN *** ** * *****!!!!
like #$%^&*&^%$##!!!
dunwan say sia!
make my blood boil nia! BUGGER!
never wanna eat at KFC le! RWARRRRR
hahas went back. sleep (:

Thurs

6p class outing!
i mean Patience! class outing!
lols supposed to meet at 11am?
but nic and co. meeting at 2pm..
lols den if i go at 11 den abit extra so met up with nic they all first :X
sry sher! hahas accidentally bcame VIP :X
in the end dey reached dere at 2.45? o.0
go arcade met up play abit..
those who went.....
Nic, SC, Ryman, John, Bryan, Wei Xiang, Sandy, Sheryl, Wanlin, Jia En.
heh hope i got the names right. :S
so yea~!
sandy looks quite different. o.0
and i think i saw wanlin before last time... o.0
anyways went cycle after that..
apparently one of the gals dno how cycle... so took to couples bike thing..
wa dat 1 damn slow sia!
cylce twice the wheel turn only 1 round.. in the end they lagged behind ><
so we decided to cycle right. den end up at road block... ><
den sandy's bike chain something wrong...
xD dey asked if anyone know how to fix..
den all of us jz stone there.
Damn funny sia!!
like 7 guyz parked there watching 4 gals fix a bike :X
so gentleman hor! :X
lols not say i dunwan help but if i go den will look damn wierd and awkward right. (:
so sry once again Sher!! ><"
finally they fix den go toilet wash up...
the couple's bike went off first cuz they know confirm would lag behind later..
den we were waiting for the gals..
cause the toilet no walls the can see to to gals side wash hands area.
so we wait wait wait...
left like 30 mins til times up.... den i look at what they are doing..
blowing bubbles.... ><
ok... lols reached there earlier den expected so find somewhere to play soccer first...
den darren supposedly suppose to come.. but then dno MIA to where.
blah blah dun wanna elaborate.........
ate at MP pastamania..... sandy was like spamming pictures there... lolss!
yea hahas den darren... :s
went home. end :D

Friday
2D supposed class outing!
lols change here and there till luan eh? ><
wa post getting very long so summarise abit eh.
meet up.. go eHUB
ate at super dog
bought tickets for drag me to hell
oh 11 ppl came btws.
philip nikhil yan han sheng chieh joaquin delbert weeheng chongwei nehe john.
lols my first time orgnaise 11 ppl come le not bad eh!
ok maybe cant say 2d class outing more like guyz outing but yea.
OH AND PHILIP!
and me
saw the same 2 gals like everywhere!
first while checking the movie timing...
den go toilet saw them
go arcade saw them
saw them left
saw them came back
saw them in the arcade
saw them somewhere outside again
saw them buying popcorn
it was like WTH!!

wa but THIS most suay de! :O
11 of us right
the auntie gave us a row with 2 occupied sits + our 11 lo
but we changed the sit to 1 row down
DEN the 2 gals were those 2 occupied sits sia! :O
hahas
i believe in fate now! :O
its was like !!! ><"
sian never ask for their no. .... LOL!
damn!
right philip!
hahas... like stalker liddat sia.
but is they stalk us lo!hahahaa ><
Go lan at Tampines 1 hr before eating at swensens for dinner. lols
some points maybe forgot le but who cares! lols
had a GREAT week (:
hahas oh and got back my laptop! wooo!! dota dota!!
but 2mro stil weds got land spec course ><
den thurs watching transformers? o.0
hahas! busyyy
oh and i haven't started on my homework.
how cool eh :D
no time laaa :D

haha byeeeeeeeeeeee worrrrrllllllllllddddddd!

the memories of you still as distint in my mind.
and there to stay!
the times we had were priceless
but i guess we all have to move on someday

hope you are doing well! (:
<3

2009-06-14T19:49:00.001+08:00

ok.. youtube sucks so much that dont have this song.. lazy go imeem... so go listen urself if u want! :D
http://www.spike.com/video/bryan-adams-summer/2707929

2009-06-14T19:38:00.002+08:00

lolol! just wanna say GDBYEEEEEE to the world!!!
3d2n of kayaking cming ahead... :S
going through hell and back...
the to-bring list says i need to bring muscle rub.
which i assume is to ease the pain of ur muscle?
they put until so scary like CONFIRM muscle pain de -.-
~~+ somore with ryan siaa i think i need ear plugs too :XXXX~~
:DD hope he does see this AFTER AKE (:
blardy hell suay suay suay...
cme back pri sch reunion den 2d reunion... goddsssss busyyyyy
hope i make it pass ake first -.-
walaoooo non-stop kayaking for 3 days... seems cool in a saddistic way....:S
need some motivation to keep me from...... :D the thoughtof it :)
guess gotta wish me luck baa!! ;O
lol now go pack liao.. BYEEEEE!

lol summer of 69 is a cool song! which is stuck in my head!
PEACE!
out -.-

2009-06-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

lol! long time since last postt
busy these dayssss ><
kk erm..mon tues spec coursee
lol got closer to derick as the lectures were $%^&*( boringgg!!!
army food is nice :DD
hmm BnH test think i did quite well and full marks for spicing! :D
yea 2 days of sitting there listening to the guy talk abit dryy
but quite funn
derick suayyy!! haha dunwan elaborate :D
the person talking also quite funny :/
joke here and there (: overall fun experience!!
yesterday woke up at 2pm...
haha spent the day "resting"
alvin ps me go camp make me go plan the class outing -.-
den plan for today somre
oh ya! today!
plaza watched land of the lost
okok show ba? :S
hahas den jj go fix his psp twice in the end go leave there -.-
OH YA! he leaving for china 2mro -.-
hope dun kena H1N1
so far 21 cases le...
HX become 22...
JJ become 23...
:D yea cool!
anyways yea...
2mro got cage at 8 -.-
so earlyyyy ><
ohohoh and had my oral just nowww
hehee 31/40 siaa :D
mdm nora said it was one of the highest she had so farr... (:
really made my day! :D haha!!
light mood nowadays! :D cooooooooooool!!!
lalalala nxt week AKEEEEEEEE!!!!!
sure go spoil my mood deeeeeee
hiaxx dunwann goo :/,,,
my wrist leehhh!!! lol!
got 1 month mc :D
later 1/2 way sure pain de...
3d2n of kayaking.. -.-
living hell yo! :D

anyways yea .. short update?
hahas! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
woots@! LOL

2009-06-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

lol deleted last postt~
anyway yea so must repost ytd happenings ><
went aaron's house blah blah
finished chem in like 15++ mins? o.0
hopefully did correctly ><
den spent rest of the day WII-ing PS3-ing
lols
L4D is fun when you camp in the safe house :D
so yea dats abt it? o.0
then today early morning meet at tanah merah...
730 lehh
den chartered bus to naval diving something~
swim yea
made a new friend :D
Martin yo!
i know he wont see this but yea
nt bad leh he~~
best cadet during spec course siaa
shared with me some of his "experiences" during spec course ><
like wtf? ahahas
hmm so yea the test began with 4 laps(200m) of breaststroke.
did quite well considering 1 year never swim liaoo :x
then diving
wa fun sia :D
3m was easy but 5m O.O
the time when u leave the board right before u hit the water is funn :D
stepping on nothing felt really wierd ><
den was 25m swim underwater in 1 breadth ><
wa difficult sia
first trial i breathe in 1/2way then went in le ><
so i breathed the other 1/2 in water?
no time go back so jz chiong
learnt a few important tactics of diving (:
so 1st trial i swim den no goggles saw something dark on my right and thought it was the ladder which was 25m
when i came up i saw hak jin -.-
walaoo scammed >< failed :/
4/5 tks failed 1st attempts siol!
den 2nd attempt passed! :D
suppose to blow bubbles bit by bit from your nose ritee
i went to breathe in 1/2way to 25 m ><
den struggled abit blow out all ;x
saw hakjin and ashiq infront of mee :S
thought to myself i CANNOT lose to a pig :XXX
so yea like mind went blank and just chiong
i swallowed a mouthful of water on the way too o.o
like fish! haha how i wished i had gills :/
anyways all of us passed in the end and will take health test soon?
there's where alot of ppl tio cut hahas.
should swim more siaa
very relaxing (:
and train the 25m dive thingg ><
everthing ended abt 12++?
damn i thought they would provide lunch ><
so yea ate with hakjin alvis ashiq and shi rong at bedok macs before taking 33 with hakjin back~
hmm actually ncc quite fun sia
ppl there very friendly and socialble :D
lolol 2mro... nth >< who wanna go bballing/soccer?! o.0
damndamn alvin faster make outing!! i very siaann!!
maybe i should finish what i started 2mro o.0
ah well burping water once in awhile ><
i think some water entered my brain... headache! hahas
mind of matter yo (:
slept for 4 hrs jz now and feel like sleeping again ><
ah well gdnites! :D

oh and happy birthday ivan! PSYCHO!!! [did i get it right this time? o.0]

2009-05-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

oh yea forgot..
slept over at philip's house ytd...
watch braca win man u!! woooo!
hmm went with daryl , daryl, glen, nehe, jj, josh
so yea 8 ppl!
dey middle of the night go jogging de -.- mad
waited 1 hr for my prata at 2am -.-
but yea quite worth it stay overnight.
1 hr of sleep on a small small chair...
now u know why i wanted to sleep in audi -.-
hmm used his com.... psp....
some ppl used wii... etc?
his father quite kind de sia
very err.... warm?
and offered to buy macdonalds breakfast for us...
but in the end we slept from 4+ to 5+ so no time -.-
left at slightly above 6 and ran for the bus? lol
yea dats abt it?
lol dat do it again for FA cup final? o.O
hahas! :X